One and only

2011-11-15T00:37:00.001+08:00

Hey ! Its long since i last blogged ehh ~

Watever ~ lazy ya know . Plus sch is kiling mii -.-

151111 ~ the date looks cool ?

But im ending at 7 ! Damn it -.-

What to do ~~ siianzzzz !

Just wanna say ! Happy 3rd month bitch ~

Apparently , we been through alot ehh ..

Somehow ! Hahaha ~

End here !

Byes ~ nights peeps :D

2011-11-03T23:15:00.001+08:00

I shall let the picture below speak for mii yeahh (:

A picture speaks a thousand words after all ~

Ohya ! So hiies :D

So practically , sch sucks yeahh .

HPI , Cell bio , OC2 = fml .

Seriously ~~ how annoying can they beeee !

Nth much yeahhh .

Sudden urge to blog , yet once i started typing , i realised i have nth much to say .

More like i cant write out my thoughts in words ~

Im juz so tired with life . Tired with everything ~ Stephanie ! Why are u so complicated ! Weird onlyyy ~ stop inferring so much on such a simple thing can -.-Like a lame only ~
End here ~
Byess :D

2011-10-22T21:16:00.002+08:00

I tot deep and hard . Whr does the problem lies ? Are my actions really neglecting them ? Or its him who demanding too much from mii ? Frankly , till now , i dont have an answer ehh . Seriously . All i know is juz tt , both r/s and f/s means alot too mii . At times , i neglected both of them due to studies . But i always assure that i balance the two of them well ~ apparently , i failed ehh . I received complains ehh .. Siigh . To the rest of u , u all might say , aiya , say only watever . Dont need care lahh . But to mii , they arent juz eng words ehh . Those words mean alot to mii . Oh well , i should say words from my bffs and bf and family means alot to mii . Be it its juz a very short "okays" or "no" or even a "yes" . Be it its "stephanie , ure great" or "stephanie , u suck" . I must be madd huhh . But well , this is mii . This is the power of words ehh . Hahhaa ~

You left mii when i needed u most . If i say tt i aint disappointed at all , that will be a big fat lie . But well , i have the others who sub u for juz tt little while ehh ~ Great thanks to them (baoling , phyllis , beng , hweeling and louis) ehh :D The best part is , the unexpected person stand by mii and make mii feel better ehh . Its him . Instead of my own boyf huhh .. Dont feel badd or wat so ever though . Dar , u are great and awesome enough already . Too awesome till i tell myself tt i shouldnt demand too much ehh . Limits ya know :D I love you ehh ~ hahhaa :$

Hahaha ~ Above credits to tumblr again ehh :D
Its long since i last blog ehh ~ Hahhaa . Oh well . Sch is starting soon ehh . Soon -.-More like in one day time .. Siigh .
Oh well ~ nth much ehh . Tumblr and blogger is juz so awesome . Well , as least im much much better (: Next up ! Stephanie , pls be happy and contented that u have such awesome ppl around u who will care for u . Who bothers to ask "Whats wrong ?" . Who bothers to cheer u up , although they fail at times . But still , at least they care . So pls learn to appreciate everything around u ehh . Dont juz saysay jiu suan . I know u too well ~ u often say "i will do this do that do this do that" , intheend , nth is done -.- forever ehh . Enough of ur shit attitude ! Wake up . Holi is ending anws . Time to wake up and get ready for sch ! Woots . JiayOus girl :D talking to myself like so cool ehh :P i muz be madd ~ but trust mii ! The feeling is great . Well , at least a min of peace to urself . Just yourself .. Rmb to close ur eyes ehh :P Talk to yourself now ! Get those damn thoughts out :D Well , at least i felt better after doing so ~ reflection needed at times ehh . LOL ! Give it a try peeps (:
End here ! Byesss ~ :D

2011-10-12T00:59:00.000+08:00

HERE'S 99 FACTS ABOUT GUYS

1. Guys don’t actually look after good-looking girls. They prefer neat and presentable girls.

2. Guys hate flirts.

3. A guy can like you for a minute, and then forget you afterwards.

4. When a guy says he doesn’t understand you, it simply means you’re not thinking the way he is.

5. “Are you doing something?” or “Have you eaten already?” are the first usual questions a guy asks on the phone just to get out from stammering.

6. Guys may be flirting around all day but before they go to sleep, they always think about the girl they truly care about.

7. When a guy really likes you, he’ll disregard all your bad characteristics.

8. Guys go crazy over a girl’s smile.

9. Guys will do anything just to get the girl’s attention.

10. Guys hate it when you talk about your ex-boyfriend.

11. When guys want to meet your parents. Let them.

12. Guys want to tell you many things but they can’t. And they sure have one habit to gain courage and spirit to tell you many things and it is drinking!

13. Guys cry!!!

14. Don’t provoke the guy to heat up. Believe me. He will.

15. Guys can never dream and hope too much.

16. Guys usually try hard to get the girl who has dumped them, and this makes it harder for them to accept their defeat.

17. When you touch a guy’s heart, there’s no turning back.

18. Giving a guy a hanging message like “You know what? Uh…never mind!” would make him jump to a conclusion that is far from what you are thinking.

19. Guys go crazy when girls touch their hands.

20. Guys are good flatterers when courting but they usually stammer when they talk to a girl they really like.

21. When a guy makes a prolonged “umm” or makes any excuses when you’re asking him to do you a favor, he’s actually saying that he doesn’t like you and he can’t lay down the card for you.

22. When a girl says “no”, a guy hears it as “try again tomorrow.”

23. You have to tell a guy what you really want before he gets the message clearly.

24. Guys hate nice boy!

25. Guys love their moms.

26. A guy would sacrifice his money for lunch just to get you a couple of roses.

27. A guy often thinks about the girl who likes him. But this doesn’t mean that the guy likes her.

28. You can never understand him unless you listen to him.

29. If a guy tells you he loves you once in a lifetime. He does.

30. Beware. Guys can make gossips scatter through half of the face of the earth faster than girls can.

31. Like Eve, girls are guys’ weaknesses.

32. Guys are very open about themselves.

33. Its good to test a guy first before you believe him. But don’t let him wait that long.

34. No guy is bad when he is courting

35. Guys hate it when their clothes get dirty. Even a small dot.

36. Guys really admire girls that they like even if they’re not that much pretty.

37. Your best friend, whom your boyfriend seeks help from about his problems with you may end up being admired by your boyfriend.

38. If a guy tells you about his problems, he just needs someone to listen to him. You don’t need to give advice.

39. A usual act that proves that the guy likes you is when he teases you.

40. A guy finds ways to keep you off from linking with someone else.

41. Guys love girls with brains more than girls in miniskirts.

42. Guys try to find the stuffed toy a girl wants but would unluckily get the wrong one.

43. Guys virtually brag about anything.

44. Guys cannot keep secrets that girls tell them.

45. Guys think too much.

46. Guys’ fantasies are unlimited.

47. Girls’ height doesn’t really matter to a guy but her weight does!

48. Guys tend to get serious with their relationship and become too possessive. So watch out girls!!!

49. When a girl makes the boy suffer during courtship, it would be hard for him to let go of that girl.

50. It’s not easy for a guy to let go of his girlfriend after they broke up especially when they’ve been together for 3 years or more.

51. You have to tell a guy what you really want before getting involved with that guy.

52. A guy has to experience rejection, because if he’s too-good-never-been-busted, never been in love and hurt, he won’t be matured and grow up.

53. When an unlikable circumstance comes, guys blame themselves a lot more than girls do. They could even hurt themselves physically.

54. Guys have strong passion to change but have weak will power.

55. Guys are tigers in their peer groups but become tamed pussycats with their girlfriends.

56. When a guy pretends to be calm, check if he’s sweating. You’ll probably see that he is nervous.

57. When a guy says he is going crazy about the girl. He really is.

58. When a guy asks you to leave him alone, he’s just actually saying, “Please come and listen to me”

59. Guys don’t really have final decisions.

60. When a guy loves you, bring out the best in him.

61. If a guy starts to talk seriously, listen to him.

62. If a guy has been kept shut or silent, say something.

63. Guys believe that there’s no such thing as love at first sight, but court the girls anyway and then realize at the end that he is wrong.

64. Guys like femininity not feebleness.

65. Guys don’t like girls who punch harder than they do.

66. A guy may instantly know if the girl likes him but can never be sure unless the girl tells him.

67. A guy would waste his time over video games and basketball, the way a girl would do over her romance novels and make-ups.

68. Guys love girls who can cook or bake.

69. Guys like girls who are like their moms. No kidding!

70. A guy has more problems than you can see with your naked eyes.

71. A guy’s friend knows everything about him. Use this to your advantage.

72. Don’t be a snob. Guys may easily give up on the first sign of rejection.

73. Don’t be biased. Try loving a guy without prejudice and you’ll be surprised.

74. Girls who bathe in their eau de perfumes do more repelling than attracting guys.

75. Guys are more talkative than girls are especially when the topic is about girls.

76. Guys don’t comprehend the statement “Get lost” too well.

77. Guys really think that girls are strange and have unpredictable decisions but still love them more.

78. When a guy gives a crooked or pretentious grin at your jokes, he finds them offending and he just tried to be polite.

79. Guys don’t care about how shiny their shoes are unlike girls.

80. Guys tend to generalize about girls but once they get to know them, they’ll realize they’re wrong.

81. Any guy can handle his problems all by his own. He’s just too stubborn to deal with it.

82. Guys find it so objectionable when a girl swears.

83. Guys’ weakest point is at the knee.

84. When a problem arises, a guy usually keeps himself cool but is already thinking of a way out.

85. When a guy is conscious of his looks, it shows he is not good at fixing things.

86. When a guy looks at you, either he’s amazed of you or he’s criticizing you.

87. When you catch him cheating on you and he asks for a second chance, give it to him. But when you catch him again and he asks for another chance, ignore him.

88. If a guy lets you go, he really loves you.

89. If you have a boyfriend, and your boy best friend always glances at you and it obviously shows that he is jealous whenever you’re with your boyfriend, all I can say is your boy best friend loves you more than your boyfriend does.

90. Guys learn from experience not from the romance books that girls read and take as their basis of experience.

91. You can tell if a guy is really hurt or in pain when he cries in front of you!

92. If a guy suddenly asks you for a date, ask him first why.

93. When a guy says he can’t sleep if he doesn’t hear your voice even just for one night, hang up. He also tells that to another girl. He only flatters you and sometimes makes fun of you.

94. You can truly say that a guy has good intentions if you see him praying sometimes.

95. Guys seek for advice not from a guy but from a girl.

96. Girls are allowed to touch boys’ things. Not their hair!

97. If a guy says you’re beautiful, that guy likes you.

98. Guys hate girls who overreact.

99. Guys love you more than you love them if they are serious in your relationships.

Now , what do girls want?

When she stares at your mouth
-Kiss her

When she pushes you or hits you like a dummy cause she thinks shes stronger than you
-Grab her and don't let go

When she starts cursing at you trying to act all tough
-Kiss her and tell her you love her

When she's quiet
-Ask her whats wrong

When she ignores you
-Give her your attention

When she pulls away
-Pull her back

When you see her at her worst
-Tell her she's beautiful

When you see her start crying
-Just hold her and don't say a word

When you see her walking
-Sneak up and hug her waist from behind

When she's scared
-Protect her

When she steals your favorite hoodie
-Let her keep it and sleep with it for a night

When she teases you
-Tease her back and make her laugh

When she doesn't answer for a long time
-Reassure her that everything is okay

When she looks at you with doubt
-Back yourself up

When she says that she loves you
-she really does more than you can understand

When she grabs at your hands
-Hold her's and play with her fingers

When she bumps into you
-Bump into her back and make her laugh

When she tells you a secret
-Keep it safe and untold

When she looks at you in your eyes
-dont look away until she does

When she says it's over
-she still wants you to be hers

When she reposts this bulletin
-she wants you to read it

- Stay on the phone with her even if she's not saying anything

- When she's mad hug her tight and don't let go

- When she says she's ok don't believe it, talk with her because 10 yrs later she'll remember you

- Call her at 12:00am on her birthday to tell her you love her

- Treat her like she's all that matters to you

- Stay up all night with her when she's sick

- Watch her favorite movie with her or her favorite show even if you think it's stupid

- Give her the world.

- Let her wear your clothes

-When she's bored and sad, hang out with her

-Let her know she's important.

- Kiss her in the pouring rain

- When she runs up to you crying, the first thing you say is:
"Whose ass am i kicking,BABY?"

-when she tickle u
Hold her hand

If you do post this in the next four minutes the one you love will :
-Call you
-Kiss you
-Love you
-Text you

I saw these on fb ehh ! Hahaha ~ doesnt mean tt it applies to all ! :D Juz posting it for fun worxx !

Nights peeps !

2011-10-09T20:05:00.001+08:00

Okayss ~ I know this is kind of a late post ..

But yeahhh . Its the thoughts that count right :P

Hahahhaa !

So yeahhh . My intention is juz to say a big thank you to all my friends .

THANKS PEOPLE ! My 17th birthday is juz pure awesome ehh .

The kind of feeling i have whenever im with my sec clique is juz soso .. different .
Its just great . Okays . We might be childish or watever to some ppl .
But this kind of childish-ness bring abt lots of laughter ehh .
We might be lame , gossipers , noisy , irritating , dirty minded watever ~
We might come from bartley , not academically good kind of sch ..
But all these make us who we are ehh :D
Seriously ~ i dare to say , we are awesome people (:
Great thanks to Phyllis . She made all these possible ehh .

Not forgetting Alan , Baoling , Chorkee , Jacelyn , Yanrong , Huiwen , Benjamin , Louis , Hweeling , Bengchin , Peien , Enwee , Jasmond and Yeming .

Oh well .. also , thanks for tt MIDNIGHT birthday bash ehh :x
Apparently .. i enjoyed it . Muz be mad :P

Hahahhaa . Madness fun ~

Actually , this is the 1st time , so many ppl celebrate bday with mii ehh .

Seriously . Hahaha .

So touched ehh ~ happygirl94 .

16 friends . 16 relatives . Total 32 humans .

Next .. Lets thanks Baoling and jacelyn first .

Thanks girlf for the bday present ehh !

I love it ttm . I seriously do . Well .. maybe cos its damn meaningful to mii :D

Hahaha . Those photos .. memories seriously .
Noob ling ~ thanks for the card . Bhb leh u . But bobian ! I like :P

I love you two ehh ~ (: Girlf forever !

Next .. Alan , Phyllis and Terence ~

Thanks for such expensive and meaningful gift ehh .

Again , i love it . Its damn nice and cn tell that ni men hen you xin ~

I love you sunzi ! I love you bff ~
You two CANNOT forget mii . This is an order . LOL .
Best friends forever :D

And of cos .. i love you bitch (:

No need to hide anymore ehh . The feeling is great huhh ~

Next .. EH ! Pig ! Yes you ~

Hweeling ! Thanks for the necklace and card ehh .

Its cuteeeeee ~ hahahah .

I will rmb you forever ehh .. and i will still be here for u when u need mii :D

Love ya pig ! Pigs forever ~

Next .. Louis ~

Ohyaaa .. ur surprise damn fail ehh :P

But its okays ! Its the thoughts that count ~

Sosooso .. Thanks for the earpiece !

Hahaha . Rmb ehh , friend forever !

Next .. Chorkee !

Thanks for giving mii something that i have already . LOL !

Damn joke ! Hahaha ~

Still .. Thanks lots for the cute piglet and cup ! :D

And rmb our conver ehh ! LOL ! Pls mean wat u say this time .

Love ya sun nv (:

Next .. Huiwen .

Xie lah ! Ur thoughtful gift :P

Hahahhaa ~ Thanks for the smurf earpiece ! Cute max .

We both damn zai ehh .. So long nvr meet and talk , yet we still cn talk endlessly ~

Secret session forever exists within us both huhh . Like so cool . LOL .

Friends forever kom ! Love ya ~ ohya ! jiayOus losing weight . Control .. can de !

Next .. Yanrong ~

Thanks for the blouse ehh ..

Hahaha . Stop fengsao-ing without mii !

U said we are fengsaos forever . So rmb it ehh !

Love ya (:

Next .. Yeming ~

He said he had a hard time thinking wat to buy ehh .

He spent hours in a small shop .. LOL .

So not him huhhh ~ Oh well ..

Still ! Thanks banana for coming and ur present !

Next .. Enwee ~

Your gift v.ex ehh . Rich kid jiu shi rich kid :P

Thanks kan kuku ~ hahaha .

So thats all i guess . Hopefully i didnt miss out anyone ehh .

See ya guys soon ! (:

End here !

Byesss :D

2011-09-27T09:56:00.000+08:00

"Everything happens for a reason ."

Heyyyy !

Im back people :D

Oh well ~ didnt buy much stuffs back ehh ~

Sorryyyyy worxx :x

Really nth much to buy there !

Ohya !

Got one person there said that ..

Im a very smart girl . And i earn $$$ very quickly . Im someone who hen hui gu jia . All positive stuffs so far huhh ? BUT im too gullible , around mii , theres alot of xiao ren . Hahaha .

Idk how true it is .. but so far , the friends around mii appears to be true to mii .

So yeahhh .. Alan , Baoling , Bengchin , Phyllis , Terence , Hweeling , Yanrong , Jacelyn etc are xiao ren ? Lame sia -.-

LOL !! Watever ~

Seriously though , singapore is still the best place ehh :X

Although its small , but like its clean !

Taiwan -.- nice place ehh , but i hate the polluted air there ~

Jasmond oppss . Paiseh ehh :P

Anws , special thanks to those who sent mii off and jie ji !

Baoling , Bengchin , Phyllis , Terence !

Esp Baoling ! Both departure and arrival , she was there !

Like a happy only ~

Hahahaa . Still , i miss those fun seriously .

Had a great night ytd ehh ~

Although all Baoling , phyllis and i did was walk around etc .

Ohya ! We played the slide in t3 ~ gina :P

Still ! Its fun ! :D

Next week chalet sehhhh !! WOOTS !

Fun fun fun (:

Aiyaaa ! Its their presence that brought about the fun ~

But wheres Alan !! :(

Faster come back cn bo ~ miss u lehhh .

Wheres our night talks !?

Before i end :: Jiabao ! Im back le ~ so mai emo already . And i miss you during those days too ~ I cant imagine wat will happen if im to study overseas .. MAD SHIT ! I think our phone bill will boomz :x Hahahha ~ well .. chalet coming ehh .

End here .

Byesss (:

2011-09-21T09:39:00.002+08:00

"I aint just limited edition . But im also endangered ."

"Yeah, I'm F.I.N.E., (F)alling apart, (I)nsecure, (N)eeding help, (E)verything's wrong. I'm definitely "Fine"

"I just wish someone could make a promise worth keeping ."

"I act like I dont care , but you'll never know how much it kills me inside ."

"Sometimes you just have to pretend that you are happy just to stop everyone from asking what hell happened ."

"I forgave you for what you did , but i still die a little inside every time i think about it ."

"I closed the book and begin a new chapter on a fresh new page . So please dont ruin it as im running out of paper as of now ."

Heyyyy !

Time check : 9.30am

Well ~ to be exact , i will be departing s'pore in 16hours timeee ~

People ! Must miss mii okaysss ! :P Hahaha ~

Esp you , you and you and you and you ! :P

Fill in the blank urself with ur name pls .

Dont say i bhb !!

Yes , Baoling , im referring to u !

No matter wat , i will miss u guys though :(

So after this trip , i shall head down to plaza sing :D

Like seriously . I need a haircut plus dye ..

Im looking forward to many things this holi ehh ..

Be it taiwan trip or chalet ~ Hahaha .

And i still thinking if i should go for medicure with baoling thoughhh :/

Forever so indecisive huhh :/

Watever it is ..

Im happygirl94 ! Woots ~

End here ehh !

Byesss :D

2011-09-19T19:48:00.001+08:00

"我累了。我真的累了。。"

Okays .. so many things happened in juz 2days .

Way too many till the extend that i can no longer handle it .

I need a break . Idk how to though .

Seriously , whats wrong manz . Confused much .

So wat if im educationally capable ?

Stephanie aint as strong as u guys see her as .

Im mean , evil . Yes . But im easily defeated .

A simple word will kill mii . Badly .

Hahaha . I muz be mad huhh ? Get killed by a word -.-

On the other hand , a simple word will brighten up my day .

Even more mad huhh ! Hahaha . Oh well . Thats mii ~ wat to do .

To you :: I know that u care alot for mii . I know that we have telepathy . Like cool huhh . But yeahh , we indeed do . Its juz that thing in us that tells us that "hey . Shes not herself today ." Hahhaa . Oh well . I have my reasons for not telling u . What for make u worry right ? Well , i have said enough . All i want you to know is that , i do care for u . Its juz a matter if i say it out or not . I believe you know mii well enough . You know that i wont let out my negative emotions out . You know that . But still , since the deal is on , things will change . Or more like , i will change . So muz u :) Watever the case is , im fine now . So u muz be too . Love ya girl :D

Next on line ~ you .

I have alot to say . Yet idk how and whr to start with .

Forgiving doesnt mean forgetting . Thats something i have and must stress .

Actually , sometimes i seriously have the urge to tell u staright off ur face that i hate you ~

I hate you for making mii fall for u .

I hate you for not being the guy that i dream for .

I hate you for lifting mii up so high and u let go suddenly .

I hate you seriously . Yet on the other hand , i cant even bring myself to hate you .

Cos ure juz so great at times .

You bring abt laughter to my life . Although without u , i believe my bffs will do a great job too .

That smile u created on mii from juz a simple text .

Oh well , i should juz say , i love you .

But again , seeing this three words bring abt fear to mii .

I fear that i love you more than u love mii .

I fear that i will lose you one day .

I fear that everything i have now is juz a dream .

My fear increases as i fall deeper in .

And the entire vicious cycle repeats itself . Love to fear to hate back to love and so on

Seriously manz . I told myself that guys arent worth it .

Well .. since young , i have that mindset . Hence , cant blame mii .

Too many real life examples ehh . Enough .

I expected alot from u . I expected the truth from u . I expected a decent explaination from u .

But apparently , i receive none .You dont even bother explaining .

Or should i say , theres nth u can explain .

And all i got from you was a "sorry" ?

Hey . Get ur facts right . Sorry wasnt wat i wan .

Wat i wan to hear from u aint juz a 5letters word , sorry .

I wont deny that ur actions indeed disappoint mii ttm .

But , so wat if im disappointed ?

I saw it with my own eyes . They are facts . FACTS .

Watever . Being said so much , nth will change either .

Sorry ? Okays . I accepted it dn . Wat else can i say ?

End here ..

Byes peeps ~

Im so sorry that i made u cry . It hurts mii too . I worried that my words are too harsh ya know . Oh well .. i said that i will not cry cos of a damn guy . However , it seems like i failed !@#$%^ . Do you know how much it hurts mii after seeing tt .. i doubt u will understand huhh -.- I nvr doubt ur feelings towards mii . Never . But seeing that from you to her , hurts like mad . The tot of it juz kills mii . I questioned myself , why did u say tt ? But i didnt get an ans . Maybe i aint as good as her ehh . Maybe its mii who fails to care for u like how she did . Seriously . I have alot in mii now . Way too much qns , way too much possible ans . Confused . And i hate this feeling . I need the answer sheet badly ! To you all , i might be insane . U all might say , think so much for wat . Hes at fault wat . Etc etc . Heyy . Look . How cn i not think . Even if hes at fault , i cant sentence him to death cos of this mistake right ?

Love is not blind . It sees more and not less , but because it sees more , it is willing to see less .

Love does not begin the way we seem to think it does . Love is a battle , a war . Love is growing up .

Love recognises no barriers . It jumps hurdles , leaps fences , penetrates walls to arrive at its destination , full of hope .

2011-09-17T19:24:00.000+08:00

Well ~ results were out ytd :D

Happygirl94 ! Hahaha .

Biomolecules - A (Unexpected much)

Organic Chemistry 1 - A (OC2 next sem .. much worst T.T)

Principles of Inorganic and Physical Chemistry 1 - A (Expected a B+ de .. but well ~)

Mathematics and Statistics 1 - B+ (Disappointment much)

Human Anatomy and Physiology - A (Woots . Bio become my friend somehow)

Communication Skills for Applied Science 1 - B (Ohwell .. Eng forever B -.-)

GPA - 3.85 (Super unexpected)

So yeahhh .. if u think that im trying to show off or watever , so be it .

Its MY RESULTS . Its MY BLOG :D

So i have all the rights to be proud of myself here .

Being proud of myself aint showing off kays -.- Get it right .

So yeahhh ~ Nth much yeahh ~

Shall end here ..

Byesss :D

2011-09-15T00:00:00.000+08:00

Happy anniversary darling ~!

Love you bitch ~ Well , apparently , u rmb better than mii this time round :P SHHSHH ! Hahaha .. Thanks for making mii smile and laugh to my phone in public ! Like always . :x Thanks for calling mii an ass , retarded and noob . Thanks for making mii blur like dk wat . Make mii feel like so sotong only . But i dont deny that im one though . I slow ! Bobian :x Anws , you asked mii not to hide .. ya know . Just to tell u , the same applies to u ! Dont ba wo de hua dang er bian feng or fu yan mii kays . Next .. i know that i always do things that u dont like ! U should know what im talking abt :/ Well , sorry lo ! No cure right ? Too bad ~ HAHAH ! Watever . And some words are suppose to be left unsaid :D

NOW .. I GO SLEEP LE !

SO STOP NAGGING !

Nightss ~~

2011-09-14T22:13:00.000+08:00

"Oh well. You guys are just way awesome!"

Whats up for today ?

Hmmm ~ headed to cineleisure today !

And like oh finally, i bought my toms shoe ~ Love it ttm :D

Although i didnt manage to get the pink one , but i got a blue one !

Not badd also ! 98bucks !! T.T &^%$#@

Well ! Worth it :D LOL !

Dn headed for movie with terence ~

"Crazy Stupid Love" . And its indeed crazy and stupid .

Niceeee ehh . Rating - 4/5 ~

Wanted to catch "haunters" .. but the timing is kind of lateeee :(

Nvm ~ shall watch online or something ! Hahaha .

So yeahh . Thats all i guess ?

Results will be out in TWO days time :x

Flying off next week ~

Ohya . Surprisingly , i got into the final interview for the scholarship !

Woots . 29th will be the final . Like siianz only .

Like impossible get lehhh .. LOL ~ wateverr .

So as of now , im so looking forward to my taiwan trip (Y)

Wan anything people ?? Text mii yeahh ! LOL ~

Baoling made her request le ehh . Fast bo .. :P

Hhahhaa . After taiwan trip , im looking forward to the chalet ~

Like a naiseee only . This holiday like awesome ehh :D

Well . Its awesome cos i have awesome friends ehh ! Thanks to them :D

Phyllis , Alan , Baoling , Jacelyn , Bengchin !!

Not forgetting huiwen and chorkee .

Although we dont meet up often , but still ~ they are all awesome people ~

And of cos , Terence ! Hahaha .

So yeahh ! End here .

Lazy type le :x Tumblr below ~ Meaningful ehh !

Oh yes . You (:

Cuteeeeeeeeee !! Hahhaa .

Well .. "forever" ? Bullshits -.-

2011-09-11T10:29:00.001+08:00

"We talked about old times, and it made me smile because you didnt forget ."

Heyyyy :D

It has been long since i last touched blogger ehh :x

Oh well ~ Busy ya know :P

Hahaha . So whats up currently ?

Ermmm .. H.O.L.I.D.A.Y ! Its holiday ~ (Credits to Alan)

Well ~ this is his creation .

Results will be out on 16/09 !

Fear much seriously .

I guess i screwed up ehhh .. T.T

Wateverrrrr ~

Tumblr time once again :P

"Sometimes you need a second chance because you werent quite ready for the first ."

"I wish to see you . Not to go do anything , just to talk . I miss hearing your voice every night . I miss you making me smile ."

"You can always tell when two people are best friends because theyre always having way more fun than it makes sense for them to be having ."

"Know that I'll always love you . No matter what . Nothing on this earth will ever change that fact . Even if you moved to Alaska … I’d move too and become an eskimo with you ."

"You know someone is a true friend when , you are about to break down and cry but they will say the stupidest , most random thing just to see you smile ."

2011-08-06T20:29:00.000+08:00

Sudden urge to blog !

LOL ~ well .. cos im way too bored T.T

So yeahh .. Havent even started my revision !

Well .. i shall start on mon :P MUST !

Enough abt studies ~

Viewed tumblr once again :D

Look below peeps ! Tumblr is juz awesome !

"Love is when you’re having the worst day ever , and then you see him and everything gets better ."

"Youu dont realize how much you care about someone until they dont care about you ."

End here for todayy ! Byess :D

2011-08-01T23:59:00.000+08:00

"Unpredictable ."

Heyyy !

It had been long since i last update uhh .

Well .. kind of hook-up with sch stuffs .

Madness . Poly is so much more worst than sec !

So yeahhh .. Im so looking forward to sept !

MY HOLIDAYS . MY TAIWAN TRIP !! WOOTS .

But but .. i fear that i will flunk my exams .

I screwed up my quiz lahh T.T sadd ttm .

Somehow , i aint copping well . HOW ?!

Siighhh ~

Shall end here !

Its kind of late .

Byesss :D

2011-07-06T23:56:00.000+08:00

"I dont need your crocodile tears ! Like to act so much ? I suggest u go to mediacorp .."

"I realised that the distance is starting to be further and further .."

Heyyy !

Long time didnt blog already ehh :P

I bet i lost all my readers :(

Kind of busy with school ehh ... NO TIME !

Poly is like so much worst than sec !!

Best part .. i dont think im catching up with the work either -.-

Damn ! Whatever kayss .

Anws , just got back my results like last week .

Happy with them (: However , i shall say .. im once again shocked !

Seriously . Esp with BMLC !! I tot i gonna merely pass or wat ehh .

I even nagg non-stop at phyllis&alan after the paper . LOL !

Soso .. here are the results ..

CSAS :: 64% (Waste of time , money , paper subject ! Impossible to ace it either)

Mst1 :: 100%

PIPC :: 84%

PIPC Lab :: 17/18 . (Idk where i lost tt one mark also . Noob uhh)

OC1 :: 84% (However , the teacher said cos its an easy paper . So its like nth to be proud of -.-)

HAP :: 89% (My hard work paid off !)

BMLC :: 89% (Unexpected ! Cos i totally crapped my way through a 14marks qns)

So yeahhh .

After all , term2 , im kind of lagging behind again !

Start of term1 like tt , term2 also like tt . Ftw .

Seriously manz ! I juz have way too much to complain .

Complain tt lecturer sucks , tt lecturer talks too fast/slow .

Watever ~

My point is juz , i hate lectures . Cos im like stoning inside !

NOTHING is going in . Seriously -.-

I think without tutorials , i gonna die lah .

Thats why , im always lagging behind . Ending up .. doing last min study at home !

NO LIFE TTM ! -.-

End here !

Byess ~ off to do tutorials -.-

2011-06-15T14:27:00.000+08:00

Heyyy :D

So fast wed alreadyyy :(

Damn saddd ! Cos holi is like coming to an end !

Means need to study le !

Means lesser time to spend with "family" !

I miss those sec sch days .

The chalet we had recently is actually a repeat of our sec sch life .

Juz tt its a diff venue .

I WANT A REPLAY BUTTON !! :(

Why happy moments juz flyyy so fast ! Siighhh !

Looking forward to the next holi ehh !

Plus its on my bday :P

Like finally .. after waiting for 10years ..

My bday didnt crash with exam period .

In fact , its on holi . (Y)

Kayss .

End here !

Byesss :D

2011-06-14T23:14:00.000+08:00

"Live like theres no tomorrow ."

Heyy :D

Returned home from an awesome chalet .

Although i only went for 1night .

But still ... its juz awesome .

Ermm ... so yeahh .

I wont deny tt aloha changi is kind of creepy .

But with the presence of them , fun engulfs everything !

Its juz tt feelings ya know .

Ohya !

I learnt how to play mahjong ehh !
Hahaha ! Thanks to Alan !

Chorkee and Yeming too .

Although most of the time , Yeming was fooling around -.-

Being with them , its juz great .

Although we often have quarrels here and there , disagrees etc .

Yet we still managed to overcome those hurdles . How great uhh ?

Hahaha .

The organizing part sucks ttm though .

Tough on Alan uhh :P

Still thanks to him .

The chalet went well . (:

They are awesome ♥ they bring abt lots of fun and laughters to my life !

They ? Who ?

:: Phyllis , Chorkee , Alan , Huiwen , Baoling , Beng , Jace , Yeming (although hes mean at times)

I didnt miss anyone out right :/

So yeahh . Hopefully this bond will continue on .

Shall end here .

Nights !

2011-06-04T14:55:00.001+08:00

"Like mii for who i am , not what i am . Oh pls , seriously !"

Heyyyy :D

Quiz 1 officially ended !

Two weeks of tests -.- wth .

Results are as follow ...

PIPC :: 92% (Unexpected)

Mst1 :: 76% (Disappointed ttm) Not forgetting the 1st class quiz , i got a ZERO -.-

OC1 :: 88% (Unexpected)

HAP :: 73.3% (Pure luck ! Tot i will fail ... cos idk how to do seriously) But i failed all the class quizzes -.-

BMLC ::Results not out yet :x

CSAS :: A waste of time , money and paper module ... Results not out either .

Ohya ! If u think tt my results are not badd ...
You are WRONG !
Im like the last few in class -.- FML !!!
The others are like scoring close to full marks .
Madness kaysss . Im wondering wats in the brain !
Go hm study study study ? No lifeeeee !

Anws , term test is juz round the corner !!!

Oppss ... its NEXT WEEK !

Frankly speaking , i dont have much confidence in myself .

Out of 100% , i only have like 20% confidence that i will hit my target :x

Siighhhh ! But still ... i wan to get over and done with this term test asap .

Cant wait for holidaysssss manz !

I need some fun ! :x De-stressssss T.T

So yeahhh . Wish mii gd luck yeahh (:

After all ... its sat already .

Everyone in my course is like mugging -.-

I think im the only one here , blogging !

Best part , after blogging , i wanna nappp :P

Tired ehh ! I need some rest ! LOL .

My current coursemates are no diff from 4E1 ...

Study study study ! No life somehow :x

What to do ? Its my choice to enter this course :/

End here yeahhh !

Lets wish mii all the best next week :D

Hopefully i hit my target of 3.5 and above for gpa . LOL .

Impossible though :x

Byesss !

2011-06-02T20:58:00.000+08:00

Life is too short. Grudges are a waste of perfect happiness. Laugh when you can, apologize when you should, and let go of what you cant change. Love deeply and forgive quickly. Take chances and give everything, and have no regrets. Life is too short to be unhappy. You have to take the good with the bad, smile when youre sad. Love what youve got, and always remember what you had. Always forgive but never forget. Learn from your mistakes, but never regret. People change and things go wrong, but always remember: Life goes on.

I changed , so do u ...

2011-06-02T16:40:00.000+08:00

Life is juz so unfair manz -.-

Whats the point of scoring well for O lvl like seriously ?

Get 6 points so wat ? Get 20points so wat ?!

Both diff course . But the 20pointers score better for his/her gpa .

Intheend ended up in uni .

While the 6pointers got an average gpa score and endeed up with a diploma cert only .

I mean like ... 1st , their courses difficulty level is different !

How can MOE compare it like that ?

Pure shit manz -.-

Whateverrrrr ~

Anws ... Term test is juz round the corner .

Practically , i didnt do v.well in poly -.-

I bet some of you muz be laughing ur heads off .

Cant be bothered .

You did well ? Good for you .

Stop rubbing into my wounds .

We are from different courses ... wats there for u to compare ?

I need to study for 6modules . U ?! 5 ?

1 lesser ~ -.- u get a gd gpa , gd dn .

U enter uni after tt , congrats .

Life is unfair . Wat to do . FML .

End here .

Byessss (:

2011-05-21T14:27:00.001+08:00

"Dont judge mii when you only know my name and not my story ."

"I love you - the three words women crave men fear and teenagers abuse ."

"I dislike the fact that u reemerge when i dont need u anymore ."

Life juz sucks now .

Tests after tests -.-

I hate it ! How irritating can sch be .

I rather study for O lvl than entering poly .

Seriously manz !

Why did things turn out this way ...

U gave mii ur words . Intheend , they are juz bullshits .

How dumb am i to actually believe u ! FML .

End here .

Ciaozz ~

2011-05-12T18:58:00.000+08:00

"A dog has no use for fancy cars, big homes, or designer clothes. A water log stick will do just fine. A dog doesnt care if your rich or poor, clever or dull, smart or dumb. Give him your heart and he’ll give you his. How many people can you say that about? How many people can make you feel rare and pure and special? How many people can make you feel extraordinary?"

Heyyy ~

Its just so tiring manz -.-

Nth much for todayyy ~

Had fun webcam-ing with Jasmond .

Although our conver was little ... dirtyyy :x

Ohyaaa ! Great thanks to Alan for helping mii find my thumbdrive ~

He actually headed to sch early in the morning juz to help mii find it :D

So touched manzzz !

End here ~

Byesssss :D

2011-05-10T22:38:00.000+08:00

"At some point you will realize that you have done too much for someone, that the only next possible step to do is to stop. Leave them alone. Walk away. it’s not like youre giving up, and its not like you shouldnt try. It’s just that you have to draw the line of determination from desperation. What is truly yours will eventually be yours, and what is not, no matter how hard you try, will never be."

Heyyy ~

Nth much for todayyy .

Sch as usual . BORING -.-

However , a shocking news for u guys ...

I got a ZERO for MATHS -.-

Seriouslyyyy :P Hahhaa .

Best part is , i know my results upon submission .

Pro uhh ? :x

Siighhhh ! :(

My only hope - maths is goneee ~

Anws , thanks Alan for your accompany :D

That journey was awesomeee !

Sadly , its the first and last ... so baddd :P

End here .

Byesss ~

2011-05-06T23:00:00.002+08:00

"One day when youre happy with your life and just enjoying it, you’ll get an unexpected text. Maybe by this time youve already forgotten his number, maybe not. And it’ll be him, wanting to “talk”. Wait, hold up. Remember all those tears you shed, while he shed none. Remember those corny pick up lines, remember the hurt. Look at how happy you are now. Yeah, thats what I thought. Dont answer that text."

Credits to tumblr again (:

So busy with sch nowadayss .

Siighh . :(

Seems like they had fun today .

Envyy manz .

Well ... wat to do ? Sch juz sucks .

Just so unhappy with life . Its like i dont understand a thing in sch .

I feel like giving up and juz fail everything .

I feel so out now .
Like seriously . -.-

And im commenting so much on my classmates .

Calling them flirts etc . (I know im a flirt too . Plus im a bitch at times)

How mean can i get uhh ? :x

But seriously ... SHE only knows tt guy for less than a week !

One day face to face conversation ONLY .

And they can actually become couples ?! Wth is this right -.-

Despo ehh . Wateverrr .. its not my prob .

Next ... is sch a place to study or a place for fashion walk ???

Seriously !!! U think ur makeup damn nice ? Oh pls .

It sucks . Your eyeliner is so damn thick . Ur lipsticks ... omgg .

And ... are u wearing a dress or blouse ? Idk manz .

I know i put on makeup too ... so i shall just shut up uhh ..

End here .

Nightss !

2011-05-06T00:50:00.001+08:00

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2011-05-04T19:59:00.002+08:00

"This is who im , love it or hate it ."

Heyy !
Lets post a damn childish post today :D
I gonna gossip and complain abt my wonderfool classmates in poly -.-
Just damn upset today .
I failed my HAP test !
Thanks to a damn pop test -.-
Its nt the failing tt spoils my mood actually .
Its the selfish friends i have .
So after all , im juz a tool to them ?
Im only visible when they need help .
When im no longer useful , im invisible .
When i need help , their replies are "wait" , "pay attention lah" etc .

I dont have the mood to blog much .
End here -.-
Byess .

2011-05-02T21:59:00.002+08:00

"Everyone says love hurts. When actually love doesnt hurt. Love didnt leave you for some other girl, it didnt cheat on you, nor did it break your heart. So stop blaming love for once and start blaming the boy that treated you like crap and gave you up."

Heyyy :D
Headed out with Chorkee , Alan , Phyllis , Baoling(Family) today .
Not forgetting Beng and Louis .
LOL . Although they arent in the "family" ... but still ...
One word - Madnessssss -.-
Omgggggg .
Seriously manz .

Meet "family" at singpost ...
Ate Subwayyyy ♥
Fatsss thoughhhh :(
Teoheng next :D
Fun ! Next time our outing venue will be teoheng ehh ~
Seriouslyyy . Its juz so fun with "family" around !
But its juz so insaneeee ! *Secret*
Pool next . Dn headed to ecp .
When at ecp , its juz more insaneee !
(We did many unexpected thingssss ! Thanks to Chorkee uhh . LOL !)
Whenever we hang out tgt , we will bring abt public nuisance ehh .
Confirm manz !
Ohya . Thanks to Alan for tt piggyback run anws :D
Lots of energy wasted huhh :x
Qns :: Am i heavy ?? :(
Hahaha ~

So yeahh .
Meet up asap again ! (:
Juz love "family" ttm !

End here .
My hwk still undone -.-
Shall do them in sch tmr .
Byess !

2011-05-01T00:53:00.002+08:00

After glancing through fb ...
I realised most ppl enjoyed their week1 in poly .
Most of my friends get along quite well with their classmates .
I see their smiles appearing . Their chats with their new friends .
Its tt kind of closeness . A feeling tt can be sense somehow ?
And its not very nice of mii to cling onto my sec sch friends everytime i guess .
They have their new friends to hang out with . So yeahh .
As of mii ... after spending 5days with my class , i aint getting along well with them -.-
Except with Jacqueline . As of the rest ... dont talk abt it .

I FEEL SO LONELY MANZZ !
And i hate it . Seriously .
Juz so unhappy with sch .

2011-05-01T00:02:00.002+08:00

"When someone is willing to be your listening ear , that feeling is juz so awesome ."

Heyy !
Apologise for not blogging often yeahh :x
Kind of busy nowadays .
Maybe cos i havent really settle down in poly yet ...
Need some time to plan my time properly yeahh .

Anws , this entire post will be abt sch .
Kind of dry i believe .
If u arent interested , i suggest u skip it yeahh . (:

Well ... 1st week of poly had ended .
Frankly , i didnt enjoy it AT ALL .
Didnt . Seriously .
1st reason being , i aint used to the new ppl in my life .
2nd reason being , i didnt manage to cope well in my studies .
OC1 , MSt1 and PIPC1 , im coping well yeahh .
OC1 being the toughest subject , which many are facing difficulties with ,
yet i managed to handle it some way or another .
Funny isnt it ?! LOL .
However my BMLC and HAP is kind of screwed up . -.-
And i juz hate it ya know .
When i realised that i dont understand a thing abt tt subject , i tend to get v.annoyed .
Im weird huhh ... watever the case is , i need to do something abt this issue !
Like asap ~ :/ shall find some time to read up yeahh .

Oh manzzz . I juz dislike my current lifestyle !
And i think its gonna take mii some time to adapt to it .
Shall see how things go yeahh .

End here .
Byess (:

2011-04-26T14:07:00.002+08:00

Although its juz for a few min , but its memorableee ♥
Its juz a mere 10min chat .
Yet theres so much laughers in this short 10min chat .
Its juz TEN minutes . Pretty short .
But its more than enough . Fun ! Heart heart ♥
10min chat is so much more better than the long hours i spent in poly -.-
This 10min chat is juz ... AWESOME !
Thanks to Baoling&Phyllis !

Yes ! I LOVE Phyllis , Baoling , Jacelyn , Alan , Huiwen , Bengchin , Jasmond , Chorkee !
Without them , i wont be who im todayy .
Without them , im juz like a human without soul yeahh .
Without us , we might not heal that quickly from breakups .
Without us , we might be crying badly over bad results .
These people are the ones that stop tears from rolling down .
These people are the ones that produce laughters .
These people are the ones that prove that true f/s exists !
Seriously . They are part of my life alreadyyy ~ (:
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2011-04-26T13:11:00.001+08:00

"Sorry, but I dont need any part-time people in my life. Youre either with me, or youre not. You cant just come&go as you please."

"Beauty gets attention, but personality gets the heart."

"I feel like things in my past have way too much a hold on me now, cause its fcuking me up."

Heyyy :D
Ytd was my first official day in poly ...
It wasnt that badd in terms of study .
As for f/s ... siigh .
My laughers disappeared . Like totally .

At times , im thinking , im the one with attitude prob or wat ?
Why is it juz so difficult for mii to accept my new classmates ?!
In fact , im started to detest some of them . Worst .

Headed to tamp with Alan at abt 2pm .
Met up with Tiffany .
Shop till we drop ytd ! Hahaha ~
Alan spent ALOT ytd ... seriously -.-
A shopaholic defination of ALOT ... u guys should know uhh .
Crapped alot as usual :x So yeahh ...
Thats the only thing that somehow made my day meaningful ytd .

Tmr is the dayyyy ~
Looking forward to it ! {.3.}

End here .
Byess (:

2011-04-23T23:01:00.004+08:00

"He broke up with you, right? After telling you he loved you and calling you pet names like baby and cutie? Yeah, I know he lavished you in compliments, only to put himself down so you would stroke his fakely low ego. Did he tell you that you were beautiful? I bet he promised you a personalized song. Or maybe he’d always mention how he was lying in bed and wished you were there. He dragged “I love you” out of you, didn’t he? Yeah, don’t deny it. He would talk to you last thing at night and first thing in the morning. He constantly mentioned losing sleep over you, every night, but we both know he slept like a rock. He made you love pictures that were just sort of “bleh” before. Did you delete those pictures after he broke your heart? Yeah, me too. All of your friends hate him now, don’t they? Remember how happy they were for you? They warned you. Just remember, it’s okay to cry. And referring to him as “asshole” is perfectly expected. Because, trust me, you’ll end up talking about him just as often, if not more, than before the break up. There will be the “one time”s and the “I remember”s, and once you think you’re over him, watch out. You better keep your eyes closed in the hallways, because I promise you, the next time you see him, he’ll be all over some other girl. A little part of you will want to warn her, but nobody will blame you for hating her and for blaming her for your pain. Yeah, you’ll compare all guys to him, because aside from the man-whorish, heart-breaker thing, he was perfect. He was everything you had ever wanted. Or maybe you made that up. Maybe, the second he started to show interest, you made up this perfect guy in your head, and he just happened to be just like him. Listen, you will find the perfect guy for you just like everybody says you will, and it will be soon. Okay, so I didn’t believe it either, but I’m starting to.The most important thing though is don’t let him know he hurt you. Don’t let him know he could have you back in a heartbeat. Don’t give him that satisfaction. Make him think you’re completely happy. When he decides to wave at you like nothing ever happened, wave back, sure. But don’t smile. Make him think he meant as little to you, as you obviously meant to him."

"There is something beautiful about all scars, whatever nature. A scar means the hurt is over, the wound is closed and healed, done with."

Above credits to tumblr ! Love it manz .
Cos its juz so damn freaking trueee ~
Hahaha . Indeed , i once said that hes my perfect cup of tea .
He made his promise too , however , he broke it . Expected .
& honestly , it took mii some time to get over him completely .
My friends did warned mii abt him right from the start .
But sadly , i turned deaf ears .

Phyllis reminded mii of him a few days back .
I aint gonna blame her for that , instead , i should thank her .
I thank her for giving mii the opportunity to prove to myself that im over him .
I dare to say that i no longer give a damn abt him (:
After all , i doubt he will either ~ lol .

2011-04-23T16:38:00.006+08:00

"Sometimes the best way to get someone's attention is to stop giving them yours ."

My 6years old bro ! Cuteee rightttt ?! :P

Heyyy :D
School gonna start on mon !
In other words , my fun gonna disappear soon !
I hate it manzzz ~
Actually , im so not looking forward to it at all .
I just dont click well with the ppl there ! HOW ?!
How am i suppose to survive for 3years with them -.-
The smile on my face is juz so damn freaking fakeee ~
And i hate it . Cos its so tiring .

Its kind of impossible for mii to like tell them "hey , i dislike u ." Right ?
Things arent the same like sec yeahh .
Phyllis and co. can accept MY character .
While i can accept theirs .
But now ? I juz dont click well with the ppl in poly !
Maybe the problem lies with mii ? Idk . LOL .

Ohya !
I HATE MY TIMETABLEEE TTM !
Like seriouslyyyy ~
Practically , my lessons end at 6pm everyday -.-
Except for thurs ! FML .
This is worst than sec sch manz !
So its like ... i can only go out at night ?!
Best thing is , im suppose to be hm by 12 ! Great .

Watever the case is , im meeting phyllis this coming wed !
Venue :: TP (It sucks . I know)
Looking forward manz ~ Hahaha . Love her ttm :D
And im sure she loves mii tooo ! LOL .

End here (:
Byess !

2011-04-21T22:00:00.002+08:00

"Memories ~"

"I always forget to forget u ."

"I bury myself with sch work . I keep myself busy , always . I managed not to dwell so much . But i still cant forget u . Why ?"

Heyyy !
Frankly speaking , i only enjoyed today .
Out of 4 days orientation , i went for 2days .
First and last day :x First day = shit .
Last day = awesomee ~ hahaha .
Yeahh . I had a great time experiencing the club environment ehh .
Its great indeed . But but , i wont go clubbing yeahh (:

Ohya !
Jasmond sorry ehhh !!! :(
I actually miss u out !!! SO SORRY !
Cos like we seldom talk ... but still , u always help mii out with IT related stuffs !
And also stuffs related to taiwan actors etc .
So still , great thanks to you ! :D

End here .
Byesss (:

2011-04-20T22:10:00.007+08:00

"If a girl admits that she likes you , know that it took every ounce of courage she has ."

"True friends are the one that see the tears inside you while others believe the smile on your face ."

Heyy ~
I have a sudden urge to blog yeahh .
Cos wat Jacelyn said to mii is juz so true .
Besties in sec are and will always be our life time true friends .
(There will be exceptions though)

As times , im wondering , why do i deserve such awesome friends ?
Cos its like i tend to disappoint my friends .
Yet , they still stand by my side !
Love them manz (:
:: Phyllis , Jacelyn , Alan . (The closer ones)
:: Baoling , Huiwen , Yanrong , Bengchin , Hweeling , Chorkee .

Hopefully i didnt miss out anyone :/
So yeahh . They are the ones that care for mii !
Even a very simple qns like "what happened ?" means alot .
On the surface , it juz 2 simple eng words .
But its juz not the case yeahh .

Although my reply is often "im fine" .
But they are the ones that know it clearly tt i aint !
Hahaha . Cool right ?
Thats juz how true friends understand each other !
Its juz so cool . They know it very clearly like when im telling the truth , when im lying :x

Am i right ?
Esp Phyllis yeahh .
I dare to say tt we both know each other inside out . LOL .
Cos of tt , we often quarrel ehh ~

Humans are juz weird manz !
We tend to quarrel more often with our close ones .
Well , thats cos we care for them ~ right ?

Thinking back , its juz v.hilarious .
I quarrelled numerous times with phyllis , alan , baoling , huiwen , chorkee&bengchin
Yet , even till today , our f/s is still strong .
As for Jacelyn ... we were once enemies . Like seriously !
We hated each other ttm .
Yet intheend ? We are besties now ! ♥

LOL ! How interesting can my life be yeahh .
Esp during my sec3 and 4 days !
Madness (:

Thanks to them ! (you know who u are yeahh ! dont need to mention names)
We might busy with our own life , we might be separated , we might get to know new friends . But dont abandon the old ones . And our f/s shall nvr die kays ! We've been though so much tgt . So dont forget one another okaysss ! :( Shall meet up once in awhile ...
I seriously miss u guys badly . I miss the laughters we once shared T.T

Byess and nightss ! ♥

2011-04-20T17:54:00.002+08:00

"Its best to wait for the one you want than to settle for the one whos available, best to wait for the one you love than settle for the one whos around, best to wait for the right one because life is too short to be wasted on the wrong person."

"I wonder what youre doing right now and if youre okay. I hope you are. I wonder if you have trouble sleeping cause you’re thinking too much and if youre sad. I hope youre not. I wonder if you think of me, miss me, and also wonder. I hope you do."

Credits to tumblr again ~ :D

Heyy :D
I actually skipped day 2 and 3 orientation -.-
Juz kind of dislike my freaking tan skin now !
Siighhh .

Byess (:

2011-04-19T11:29:00.002+08:00

"Dont complain so much when youre in sec sch . cos after that , u gonna miss it . Like seriously ! i miss bartleyyyy , be it the teachers/friends ! memories manz ~"

Heyy :D
1st day of orientation = sucks ! -.-
Siighhh ~ sunburn T.T
Hate it . Ive nvr hate the sun so much manz .
Till like ytd . -.-

Anws , to tt two idiots ! (Im sure one of u get to see this)
Enough !! Know whr the line is -.-
Indeed i dont have the right to stop u .
But if u insist and remain so persistant , i doubt we will be be friends kayss -.-
Its kind of annoying fyi ! Seriously -.-
I said no right ! Dont u fcuking understand it ?!
Dont be such a fan jian !

End here .
Byess :D

2011-04-17T13:19:00.002+08:00

"Theres a fine line between anger and disappointment . And now its indeed disappointing ."

"I hate it . Dont promise mii anything when you cant guarantee that you will keep it ."

"Not uttering a single word doesnt mean that I dont know a thing . its juz tt I chose to remain silent ."

Heyyy (:
Shall continue when home yeahh ~
Currently outside :x

2011-04-17T02:27:00.003+08:00

Its 2.45am now ! Yet i cant sleep ~
Omggg . Its killing mii manz :(
I need my insomnia curedddd !! Seriously .
Otherwise , i doubt i can survive when sch reopens ! :x

I hate it .
Like seriously !
Maybe its juz a mistake right from the start .

2011-04-16T21:02:00.003+08:00

"Because even if it breaks your heart to be just friends, if you really care about someone, you’ll take the hit."

"This life is what you make it. Not matter what, youre going to mess up sometimes, its a universal truth. But the good part is you get to decide how you’re going to mess it up. Girls will be your friends - they’ll act like it anyway. But just remember, some come, some go. The ones that stay with you through everything - they're your true best friends. Dont let go of them. Also remember, sisters make the best friends in the world. As for lovers, well, they’ll come and go too. And babe, I hate to say it, most of them - actually pretty much all of them are going to break your heart, but you cant give up because if you give up, you’ll never find your soul mate. You’ll never find that half who makes you whole and that goes for everything. Just because you fail once, doesnt mean youre gonna fail at everything. Keep trying, hold on, and always, always, always believe in yourself, because if you dont, then who will, sweetie? So keep your head high, keep your chin up, and most importantly, keep smiling, because life is a beautiful thing and theres so much to smile about."

Credits to tumblr !

我爱着谁
爱到我有点醉
告诉我你是谁
能够把我让我变不对
你不会累
但我却爱你爱得好累
从没有为了谁
不顾安危付出一切
站在这平衡点
我还是觉得有点危险
或许是看不见
只能够靠感觉
他不会是个好男人
也不会是个好情人
你对我说我们只是擦肩而过
好的男人有那么多
少了他的日子也能过
我不会再让你寂寞
也不会让你更难过
你听我说要好好学着去生活
就算未来有多少错
至少还有我的问候
我的温柔陪你度过

你听我说
你不要这么做
你不要看着我
说你已经知道怎么做
你很难受
我愿意陪你一起承受
只要你不怕痛
再多坎坷我都陪你走
站在这平衡点
我还是觉得有点危险
或许是看不见
只能够靠感觉
他不会是个好男人
也不会是个好情人
你对我说我们只是擦肩而过
好的男人有那么多
少了他的日子也能过
我不会再让你寂寞
也不会让你更难过
你听我说要好好学着去生活
就算未来有多少错
至少还有我的问候
我的温柔陪你度过
他不会是个好男人
也不会是个好情人
你对我说我们只是擦肩而过
好的男人有那么多
少了他的日子也能过
我不会再让你寂寞
也不会让你更难过
你听我说要好好学着去生活
就算未来有多少错
至少还有我的问候
我的温柔陪你度过
就算未来有多少错
至少还有我的问候
我的温柔陪你度过

虽然你不是个好男人，可是我还是选择了你。

Heyyy :D

Orientation this coming mon .. :/
Kind of miss this long holiday .
On the other hand , this holi kind if made my life meaningless .
Lol . Its contradicting yeahh .

Anws anws :: Phyllis ! I dont go for M'sia products :x Hahaha ~

End here (:
Byess !

2011-04-15T00:19:00.002+08:00

"I miss those midnight conversations. I miss how you would make me laugh out of my own frustration. But you just come to know that you get so used to being loved, and in one second it can all come crashing down. Now I know to not let anything get that far ever again, because I didnt know how I could wake up one morning and have it all hit me. I didnt know I could miss you this much."

"She needed him, time and time again he disappointed her, he couldnt give her what she wanted because he loved someone else. She didnt want to lose him, but she knew what she had to do, because you cant love someone who doesn’t care about you anymore no matter how much you convince yourself he does."

"I hate how we never got our chance to see what we couldve been. I hate how I know im not over you and how I pretend to be."

Once again , credits to tumblr !

Anws , tmr will be my LAST day at imperial treasure .
Yeahhh ! :D
Not badd manz . i managed to stay there for like 3weeks or so ?
Well , maybe cos Mary the bitch wasnt there for like a week plus .
Hahaha . I know im mean :x
But , this is who im ! Lol .
Being staight forward is my character (: Hahaha .

Thats all i guess ?

Byess :D

2011-04-13T22:08:00.002+08:00

Readers !

Let mii officially announce that Jacelyn Sim Li Shi will be my 2nd lesbian partner !
LOL . Phyllis being the first ehh .
Madness yeahh :x
Actually , having these two mad women by my side is better than having a bf yeahh .
Hahaha ~

Anws , i realised toga is kind of popular nowadays manz .
I bought one black toga dress ehh ! :D
Love it ttm . Hahahaa .

Byess my dear readers ~ (:

2011-04-13T16:53:00.002+08:00

"No matter how shitty life is , live on . Cos it made us who we are today . And it will continue to shape us into a better person ."

"When was the last time you complained that "life sucks" ? Im sure it wont be too long ago . Since youve been kvetching this for the past years , you still survived through right ? So , continue to complain and live on with it then ."

"So after all , the qns is still the same . Did i manage to get over you ? As for the ans , its unchanged even till today - i have got no idea either ."

"Dont lift a girl so high up if you dont intend to catch her when shes abt to fall ."

Heyy :D

Headed to TP ytd !
Chit-chat with Jace . (Anws , get well soon)
Sabrina came not long after .
Ytd tutorial cum lecture was okay ...
Managed to catch wat the lecturer was saying ..
Hahhaa . End much earlier than expected though .
Super early !! Stipulated to end at 4pm , but it ended at like 2.40pm !
Madness . LOL .

Headed to tamp with sab .
Dn home sweet home .. nth much ehh .
BORING LIFE ! :x

Anws , i made a deal with phyllis ehh !
LOL . Super joke .

End here .
Byess (:

2011-04-10T23:30:00.006+08:00

"Truth is; we all miss being young. There was no worry about love, or worrying if your hair looked bad. Or if your socks had holes or odd colors. You never once thought of your best friend cheating with your boyfriend. Never thought you would witness deaths. All that came to your mind was if you were smart enough to tie your shoe laces. or if your friend would be mad at you for saying something. Chasing those boys around trying to hug them and of course them running away, Simply because they liked you back…When we finally realized what life was all about, it was to late because we were already hurting."

"Everyone's heartbroken nowadays. But I mean, we all just have to move on. Whats the point of reminiscing when you know the person is no longer worth while; when theyre no longer who they used to be? When their heart is somewhere else? Do you think they still care for you, or are still thinking about you? Because frankly, they dont."

Once again , credits to tumblr .

While the above two .. credits to Hweeling ! :D

"Asking mii if i like u , its like asking wat colour is the sky . The answer is juz so obvious ."

As for this ... credits to twitter .

You guys might be wondering , wats my purpose when i post these quotes etc .
Ans :: Cos these quotes speaks my heart . And they seriously do .
Each and every post of mine , definately relates closely to my life .
Some of you might not understand every part of it though .
Anws , thats the reason why i often say , my blog speaks louder than i do . (:

I got a feeling .
And i might be right .
(Its just some personal thoughts of mine ehh) :P

End here !
Byess :D

He/she actually talk to mii whenever im online . Although theres nth much for us to talk abt . Yet he/she still picked up the courage every night and started with a "hii" .　At times , i seriously envy his/her courage . While at times , i dont . LOL . I know its kind of contradicting :X

2011-04-06T23:17:00.002+08:00

Fuck off !
Leave my family alone -.-
Its not the first time kayss .
And each and every time , its not a small amt .
Wats your damn prob ?
Hello ! We dont own a bank .. we aint ur atm .
U might claim that its a loan , but when on earth will u have the ability to pay ?
With ur current financial status ? Oh pls -.-
Seriously ! Annoying manz .

Sometimes , it really takes courage to say "no" .
Sadly , few ppl have tt courage . Esp when it comes to friends .
IF we made our stand strong the other time , these wont have happened .

Maybe we are juz bringing more harm to you .
The more we help , the amt of harm input in u will increase too .

I just dont understand humans at times .
贪得无厌。-.-
Think kayss .. greed kills .
Not only u , but the ppl around u too .

Wats the point ?

To all :: Be satisfied yeahh . 知足常乐。This way , u will lead a happier life too yeahh .

End here .
Byess ~

2011-04-06T18:18:00.005+08:00

"Im the type of girl who will fall for a guy she barely knows. Who will listen to a love song and see his face. Who will look for him wherever she goes. Im the type of girl who doesnt get over things easily. Who will beat herself up when someone doesnt love her back. Who will cry herself to sleep cause she feels she’s not good enough. But im also the type of girl whos strong. Who can cry her eyes out, then forbid them to come back the next morning. Who will blast some old pop and sing at the top of her lungs because she feels like it. Who will be no one but herself."

"People think they know you. They think they know how youre handling a situation. But the truth is, no one knows. No one knows what happens after you leave them, when you’re lying in bed or sitting over your breakfast alone and all you want to do is cry or scream. They dont know whats going on inside your head - the mind-numbing cocktail of anger and sadness and guilt. This isnt their fault. They just dont know. And so they pretend and they say youre doing great when youre really not. And this makes everyone feel better. Everybody but you."

Credits to :: tumblr .
At times , thumblr speaks my heart yeahh !
Love it (:

Heyy :D
It had been some time since i last blogged yeahh .
No time :x Hahaha ~

Goggled my horoscope today yeahh :X
Hahaha ~ nth better to do . Lol .

Libra (the balance) is said to be the most desired Zodiac Sign. You are charming, good looking, gentle and kind. You are a good judge of character and have many good friends. You do not like it when your decisions are challenged, and are impatient with people who criticize you. You hate people who are cruel to others. Libras enjoy the arts more than science, so a career in the arts would be a good choice. You will understand other people's views and sympathize with them. A negative Libraian (there aren't many) flirts and seems shallow. They also are impatient with a daily routine.

Take care in romance as you have a tendency to flirt from one love affair to another. You also have an attraction for the opposite sex but should be careful as you are very emotional, therefore you cannot make difference between good and bad. You are advised to think well before making the first move, because, sometimes your partner may put you in a scandal. Every one of the opposite sexes is not a virtuous, honest and loveable person. Some are cunning and advantage seeking. A beautiful love partner can be paradise for the eyes, hell for the soul and purgatory for the purse.

Hahaha ~
Well , frankly speaking , its so damn true .
I wont deny yeahh . Im indeed a flirt to some extend .
Lol . But im someone who 玩不起。
I cant afford seriously . Cos once i fall in , its deep .
But but ... i still lack confidence .
I aint good looking -.- lol ?

Wateverr ~
End here .
Byess (:

2011-04-02T18:06:00.002+08:00

"When its time for mii to study , i wan holidays ! When its holidays , i wanna study so badly . LOL ."

Bio is killingg mii -.-
I seriously regretted throwing away the notes i made manz !
Siighhh . Now i need to redo them ...
Worst , i need to re-study !
Rmb the terms , but forgotten the functions etc . How great !
LOL .
But still , studying is so much better than working :D

End here .
Gonna study the next chapt - skeletal muscle system ! -.-
Byesss ~ (:

2011-04-02T00:54:00.002+08:00

"戏如人生，人生如戏。乐在双城 - A tale of two cities ."

Heyyy !
Kind of dislike my new job -.-
Seriously . Juz hate it somehow .
The ppl there are so not friendly ! No co-operation at all !
Hypocrites . Two-faced . And tts wat i hate most . -.-
Fcukers !

I still prefer OCBC ! Love the ppl there manz .
Although i often met mad and unreasonable customers ..
But at least the staffs there spare a thought for mi !

The difference is so damn huge !
OCBC :: At least they bother to teach mii new stuffs etc .
Imperial treasure :: Cant be bothered to even teach . Best thing , 2nd day , the damn bitch complained to the boss that alan and i dont know a thing -.- Hello ! Its only DAY2 !

Aint saying tt all the staffs at imperial treasure have got attitude prob though .
There are a few friendly ones . A FEW .
BUT still .. i dislike this damn job ! -.-
Pissed ttm . ANNOYING SHIT .

Siigh . You all wont understand ehh .
Forget it .

Feel much better after venting out my anger here though :/
Love my blog manz :D
LOL .
The one tts 24/7 here for mii . Be it when im happy/sad .

Kayss .
End here ~
Byessss :D

I said my piece . im juz wondering , u once said tt u do , but do u still mean it now ? if its a confirm no , tell mii straight off kayss . im juz so confused with my life now . its kind of messed up lately :x i dont even know wat the hell im thinking ~ siigh . Stephanieeeee ! Wth is wrong with u !

2011-03-27T21:02:00.002+08:00

"I told you everything , opened up to you and let you in . You made me feel alright for once in my life and then you left ."

"uoyssimi . I always did . I never stopped . Everybody thinks Im really over this , but I still miss the fcuk out of you ."

"I wanna shout everything i feel about you . But i cant , because it would only hurt me to see everyone listening , everyone except you ."

"When 2 ppl from different backgrounds , no common friends & different style come together as besties/couple , its called fate ."

Heyyy !
My blog is kinda dead huhh :X

Theres a slight change in my life nw ehh ..
Life with a maid is indeed diff .
Hahaha .
Theres pros and cons lahh . (:

Nth much .
My life is so damn meaningless nw manz -.-
Wasting time at hm .. siigh .
Cant wait for sch to start .
At least i have a goal or something ...
Rather than nua-ing at hm , doing NOTHING MEANINGFUL :(

Tot of doing some voluntary work ehh !
U guys muz think im insane or too free etc .
But its a way to relax myself and also do something meaningful !
Hahaha . But no ppl pei mii :x

Kayss .
End here .
Byess . :D

2011-03-23T20:03:00.002+08:00

"Girls with make up = artificially pretty ."

Heyyy :D
Had a great day with Alan , Jace , Chorkee&Enwee .
Headed for sushi buffet ! Fats -.-
Damn freaking full manz ! Seriously !
Played 中及密码(?) cos we wanna clear the food :x
Hahhaa .
Dn we played treasure hunt ?
Somehow lahh . Made Jace looked for her present ! Fun :D

Nth much ehh .
So yeahhh ...
Although my plan was quite screwed up initially ..
But still , everything went well today . Somehow :x
Hahhaa ~ hope Jace enjoyed today ehh !
Ehh .. cream cum chocolate facial , nice ehh ? :P

End here .
Byess :D

2011-03-21T22:32:00.004+08:00

TO ALL READERS :: MY PREVIOUS POST IS REFERRING TO PHYLLIS CHUA !!!
So stop asking who im referring to already ..
Juz dont wan to ans one after another ehh ~

2011-03-21T11:11:00.000+08:00

"So what if u are older ? You have got no rights to insult the others by calling them brainless kids ! Age is juz a number . It doesnt prove/measure ur maturity level -.- By making such comments , by hurting the ones who care for you , proves something uhh ? U aint very mature either . Ure the brainless one who dont even appreciate those who care for you ! The one who cared is the one insulting u now . Pathetic ."

Heyyy :D
I realised that many ppl are making assumption ..
Esp from those with quotations - "........"

Peeps , dont assume anything from my blog postss !

:: Dont assume that my blog posts are referring to u .
:: Dont assume that im in a r/s juz from my posts ! Lame ehh -.-

So yeahhh ...
Cos its juz damn hilarious to mii when i see ppl assuming that my posts are referring to him/her .
I mean like ... he/she is commenting on wat i blogged in fb/twitter/blogs etc .
The hilarious part is when he/she tried to criticize mii .
Like hello ? RIGHT FROM THE START , I AINT REFERRING TO U !
U guilty or wat ? Crazy -.-
If not , why assume that my blog posts are referring to u ? JOKE .
And dont make ur assumption so obvious .
Trying to criticize mii ?
Let mii tell u , ure giving mii the chance to criticize u instead !
Madness . -.-

U wanna know who the hell im referring to right ? ASK MII !
As long as its not something too personal , i will tell u .

End here .
Byess :D

2011-03-20T21:05:00.002+08:00

"A promise i made to myself - i cant be bothered with u anymore . Why care when u dont , right ?"

Heyy :D
Headed to paramount today .
Niceee ~ i ate alot again -.-
Damn manz . Fats .

Went to kallang indoor next .
Guess wat ?
I actually watched .. DISNEY ON ICE -.-
LOL . Thanks to my bro ehh .
I nearly sleep kayss ! Seriously . LOL .
But but .. frankly , their ice-skating skills are damn pro .

Nth much ehh .
Shop shop after tt . Didnt buy a thing today though .

End here .
Byess :D

2011-03-18T18:51:00.002+08:00

"People who have physical scars hide them with clothing or a mask , those with emotional scars hide them with a smile or a laugh ."

Heyyy !
Collected my SGC todayy (:
Headed to sch with Phyllis , Jasmond , Yanrong , Enwee , Jo & Sanjaya .
Crapped alot ehh .
Miss those dayss . Seriously .
The sec sch atmosphere is juz so memorable .

Headed for lunch with Yanrong , Enwee , Jo & Sanjaya .
City plaza ! LOL .
Ate Ban Mian .. Niceee :D
Yanrong left 1st .
While mii and the rest went to eat Arnold's Fried Chicken .
Nice alsooo !
FATS though ! -.-
Omggg .
I need to start exercisingggg ! Seriously .
Im gaining weight . Damn . :x

Nth much ehh .
End here .
Byess .

tola uoyssimi .

2011-03-17T12:05:00.004+08:00

"Stephanie , shut up pls ."

When theres something wrong with a girl ::

Her smile just doesnt reach her eyes .
Sit there staring at something for the longest time .
Only smile when something is hilarious .
Mindlessly scribble .
Rest her head on your shoulder .
When you ask if something is wrong and she says "Im just tired"
When you ask if something is wrong and she says "Nth , im fine"
She remains silent .
Her replies are short .
She will nvr tell u that something is wrong when u question her for the 1st time .

Nth much for the day ehh (:
End here .
Byes ~

2011-03-17T11:11:00.002+08:00

I dont know !
I myself wan to know the reason too kays .

2011-03-16T22:33:00.005+08:00

"Sometimes when I get too playful , I got scolded for being a flirt/not loyal . Sometimes when I get too serious , I got hurt , terribly hurt ."

"Wishful thinking ."

Heyy (:
I seriously think that 2012 is for real ehh !
Seeing Japan in this current state is so damn heartbreaking .
Some might say that its their karma etc .
But still .. sadd ! :(

Nth much for today ehh ...
Dying at hm -.- LOL .

End here .
Byesss (:

Dear damn twitter , 你耍我啊？！THANKS uhh -.- why is it like tt ?! Why why why ! Not the first time kayss ! Why him out of so many others ?! Best damn thing is .. wat a perfect and nice timing ! LOL .

2011-03-15T23:11:00.000+08:00

"I miss how happy i was with you ."

Heyyy :D
Went shopping with Yanrong today !
Benedict and co. tagged along too !
Hahaha . I spent quite alot today ehh ~

Bro project - 11bucks
The Faceshop - 45bucks
Food - 10bucks
Bus fare - 4bucks
Total - 70bucks

Damn ~ plus plus .. im jobless nw !
LOL . Practically i spent my one week allowance ! -.-

Anws , thanks benedict ! (To avoid gossips , shall nt say it here yeahh)
Hahaha . Today was great though .
Seriously ~ Fun ! (:
Esp Isaac ! He made my day .
Practically i laughed all the way , thanks to him ! Hahaha .
Jokerrrr ~ (:
Although his co. is kind of irritating . But still , fun to be with .

Headed to bedok with Yanrong .
Thanks fengsao for pei-ing mii makan !
Hahaha . H2h talk is so damn nice .
Having a listening ear is great ! :D

So yeahh ...
Nth much ?
End here .
Byesss !

Hey . Maybe im juz being too sensitive . But im so not gonna start the conversation . So tired ehh . uoyssimi . The smell of ur perfume , ur smile , ur everything . But do you know ? Will u even care ?

2011-03-14T02:53:00.011+08:00

"Im done with it ."

“Have you ever thought about life that way? Every second, every minute, of every hour, of every day. The weeks go by and so do the months. Then it’s a new year. You’re getting older as the time goes by. And quite frankly, time goes by fast , if you’ve ever thought real hard about it. Where are you now? What is your life like? You have so many questions. Not so many answers. Do you often look at people around you and wonder what has happened or what is happening in their life? We all stress about many things, care to much about what other people think. Sometimes I really don’t understand anything and I just want to scream. I know there must be people out there who always seem to feel alone. Sometimes you just need to take those baby steps to the next big thing. Learn from mistakes, or learn something new perhaps. Smile, and be happy. Don’t be afraid even when you think you can’t be anything else but that.”

"Dont worry, he will miss you. If he dont, then hes not worth ur everything. He screwed up and you did absolutely nothing wrong. He failed. Hes not smart enough. If he was smart, he would have realized what he was saying goodbye to. But he didnt, and now hes gone. Dont call him telling him you miss him. Dont even call him just to hear his voice and hang up. Dont do it. You dont miss him, you miss what you used to be. Right now youre waiting for someone to prove to you, that you dont need him. I promise that person is right around the corner, but you have to let go of him and his bullshit first. He will be back one day, it will be him calling you saying he misses you every night. He will have his friends ask you if you still care about him. It will be your turn to just say, fuck you. You had me and you messed it all up. For now, find every reason to be happy without him, Dont message him, dont comment him, dont talk to him in the hallways. Just smile at him, and remind him that he let go of a perfect girl."

Can u image this ? What if it happens to s'pore ? What if .
Its juz so heartbreaking yeah . Lets all pray for Japan and the rest of the world now (:

As for the above , credits to tumblr !
End here .

2011-03-13T23:53:00.002+08:00

"Stop acting like u do , when in actual fact , u dont . Vice versa ."

Hey !
Im back peeps (:
Miss mii ?! LOL !

Nth much ehh .
So boringggg !
Plus down with a damn flu -.-

Anws , theres like 100over mails in my inbox !
How nice ..
How nice clearing it -.- LOL !

Next , world is gonna end yeahh ?
Saw this in fb , twitter and practically everywhere ehh .
LOL . Thanks to the earthquake in Japan .
2012 . Hahaha . So , enjoy while we can yeahh .

End here .
Byes !

2011-03-09T20:10:00.003+08:00

"Will you pick mii up if i fall ?"

Hey ! Dont feel like blogging ehh .
Nth much for today :x
Practically i aint at hm the entire day today . LOL !
Home at abt ... 9plus ?

Kayss . Shall let the song below speak for mii today .

这一刻是我给你最后的机会
用不着对我又吼又乱叫
我一定对你是真心真意
这你不用来质疑
你的背叛已经伤了我太深
不知是否应不应该太认真
也许你以后会改变自己
但我已决定必须离开你
i miss you i miss you
i miss you everyday
只想看看你的脸
想念你想念你
想念你的欢笑
整颗心已属于你
你的背叛已经伤了我太深
不知是否应不应该太认真
也许你以后会改变自己
但我已决定必须离开你
i miss you i miss you
i miss you everyday
只想看看你的脸
想念你想念你
想念你的欢笑
整颗心已属于你
i miss you i miss you
i miss you everyday
只想看看你的脸
想念你想念你
想念你的欢笑
整颗心已属于你
当时间随着音乐流走
我轻轻对你唱着这首歌
i miss you i miss you
i miss you everyday
只想看看你的脸
想念你想念你
想念你的欢笑
整颗心已属于你
i miss you 鸣……
想念你咿……
整颗心已属于你

Yess ... uoyssimi .
But i hate myself for missing you .

End here !
Byesss (:

2011-03-09T01:12:00.002+08:00

"Sometimes it feel like you dont give a fcuk about me . Sometimes I want to yell at you for being insensetive and stupid . Sometimes you drive me insane and sometimes you hurt me . Sometimes I wondder if you ever consider how it makes me feel . Sometimes I wonder if you ever notice . Sometimes I dont get you . Sometimes I dont want to talk to you . Sometimes I want to punch you in the face . Sometimes I feel like questioning your every move . Sometimes I want to stay mad at you forever . But I cant . People asked me why I stayed with you . I know you're not easy to love . But I cant leave you . Because I love you and I always will despite our difficulties . Forever and always through the ups and downs . I love you . But do you ?"

Credits to Baoling .
I edit-ed a little though .
Hahaha .

End here .
Nights !

2011-03-08T21:38:00.003+08:00

"Im not so happy anymore ."

So damn freaking 烦！-.-
Fml . I dont feel like thinking or wat so ever .
I wanna sleep ! Sleep all the way .

Juz simply for some reasons , im damn annoyed .
Dont bother asking mii why or wat .
Cos i dont know either .

No one will understand ehh .
Forget it .
Take it that im having mood swings .

End here .
Byes !

I dont know dont know dont know ! Damn confused -.- Stop asking ehh . Seriously ! Its a mistake right from the start . :/ i wanna ask u directly ehh , but i fear .

2011-03-07T22:40:00.003+08:00

"Dont lift mii so high up if you dont have the intention to hold on . Cos when u let go , it hurts alot ."

Heyy !
Lazy to blogg ehh .
Lack of sleep nowadays . LOL .
Nth much also .

Juz hope that everything goes well for mii ~

Parents hm already !
Love-hate relationship yeahh .

End here .
Byes .

2011-03-05T17:04:00.002+08:00

"Putting on a mask everyday is so damn freaking tired . One will only remove that mask at home ."

(Before u guys read on , if u think that wat im gonna say are bullshits . Get lost now . LOL . Thanks !)

Define happy .
Actually , theres no one exact definition to it .
Cos it defers from one person to another .
Dont u guys think so ?

The higher u climb , the more u distant yourself from the word "happy" .
Thats juz wat i think personally ehh .
Cos its like ur demands will increase ?

Juz a very basic and general example .
To someone in LDC - having sufficient food and water brings abt a smile .
To someone in DC - Food and water is nth . Diamonds , money etc will bring the smile instead . (not always the case though . People who are filthy rich not necessarily are happy)

Over all , wat brings abt happiness ?
- Money (可是金钱不是万能的)
- Physically healthy
- Emotionally healthy (Control ur thoughts instead of allowing ur thoughts to control u)
- Friendship and camaraderie
- Family
- Relationship
- Dream (so that u know wat and whr u are heading for in life)

It all depends on how u look at life .
Use a different angle to look at things , u might be happier .
Like i said , might only .

Dont make too much of comparison .
The more u compare , the more faults u will find in urself .
The more u will hate yourself . Your efforts will always seem futile .
Nonetheless , a little comparison will allow urself to improve though .
But too much of it will cause harm ehh .

Know wat u wan in life is actually the key part to everything .
Cos once u achieved it , u will be happy . And thats for sure .
As the feeling of being nonproductive and uncertain leaves you feeling unhappy .
Thus , set numerous goals in certain points of ur life yeahh (:
Dont go for the impossibles anws . Cos u will only end up disappointing urself .
Set something higher than wat u think u can achieve .
Even if u didnt achieve it , its okay . At least u did move towards it . Even if its tt one little bit .

Lastly , rmb to love yourself , love others and also be loved by others .

Easy to be said than done though :X
Siigh . Cos i doubt i , myself , is very happy with my life also .
But but ... im proud to say , im happy most of the time ehh ! Even for that one min everyday .

(Gtg . To be continued ...)

2011-03-05T15:51:00.002+08:00

"Because of you . Yes , you !"

Heyyy :D
So siiannzzzz !!!
How how how :/

Parents will be returning back to s'pore on mon ! :D
Happy ! But as the same time hate it :X
Cos it means ... nagging session will start -.-
Miss them though :x LOL .
Dunno if i should go to airport to fetch them ehh .
Hahaha . Shall see . (:

Nth much already .
End here .
Bye peeps !

You asked mii how will i react if u met an car accident ? Or some misfortune happened to u ? Hahaha . Although i didnt give u an ans . But frankly , i think i will be damn sadd ehh . :x i feel like asking u , wat abt u , how will u react ?
一直以来，你都把我当成朋友罢了。不是吗？stephanieee , dun be so damn sensitive ! -.- stupid ehh !

2011-03-04T20:20:00.003+08:00

"If two past lovers remain friends , its either someone is still in love , or someone is still hoping for a second chance or they arent in love right from the start ."
"If you like me , its ok to tell me . If you dont , STOP ACTING LIKE YOU DO ."

Hey .
Double qoutes for the day ! Hahaha .
Its been sometime since i last update yeahh ?
Kind of busy with my poly enrolment stuffs ...
Thus no time and mood to update :x LOL .

Parents arent in s'pore .
Alone at hm T.T
Hate it manz .
Hate it cos im so damn freaking lonely . Siigh .
Im so tired of being alone , so hurry up and get here .
Lazy to go out ehh ! Siianz .

End here .
Byes !
18hours . I love that particular moment . Seriously . But im jealous over ur fb . Although idk wat its all abt ... but i got a feeling that it has gt something to do with ur ex . Watever manz . omgg . stephanie , you got no rights to bother ! So shut up :x you both will only be bestfriends ! Keep this in minddd stephanieeee ! -.-

2011-02-28T19:23:00.002+08:00

Heyy !
I finally received my enrolment package !
Hahaha ~

However ... i have difficulties with it manz -.-
So many things to do ...
And the best part is , my parents will be out of town soon !
HOW !? :/

Medical checkup appt made .
But still have many many more things to settle ~~~
Damn it .
Siighhh :x

2011-02-27T22:05:00.002+08:00

"Let it ends at where it started ."

Heyyy :D
Headed to MBS today .
Branded clothes , branded bags , branded shoes .
Omggg . Love them manz !
But but ... i dont have the money T.T

Prada shoes - 560bucks !
Niceeee ~ Love it ttm .
The ~~price~~money even nicer huhh :x
My parents agreed to buy for mii ehh ~
But after second thought ... i didnt buy :D
Not worth it somehow ehh ... 560bucks kayss . Not 56bucks -.-
Hahaha ~ so yeahh ...
I rather use tt 560bucks to buy some other stuffs ...
Be it a branded wallet/bag or clothes or even a hp kayss .

Spent quite alot today though :x
A slight diff from the past is that ... my destination this time aint orchard .
But MBS . LOL .

Nth much .
End here .
Byess :D

2011-02-26T08:28:00.006+08:00

"Oh . Shut up . Thanks ."

Heyyyy :D
Raymond Lam's concert is tonight !
Hahaha ~ im like putting this everywhere :x
Fb , twitter , blog ! LOL .
Love lin feng ttm ! ♥
But but ... im so gonna missed it ! Siighhh .
Enwee managed to get the tickets ehh ! *Envyy*

Nth much ehh :/
Woken up by a msgggg ! LOL .
Mr Chin asked mii to join him for CHC service .
Cant make it ~ Oppss :x

Ohya ! (You know who u are)
Hes not juz a friend , but a super duper great one .
He actually made the effort to help mii find the exact location to OCBC HQ .
Nicee ! :D
Thanksss ! ♥

Sometimes im thinking ...
Why do i even deserve all these :x
Seriously . I aint a very gd friend to them ehh .
Hahhaa . Its like i often say "no" when my friends make requests .
And when im the one making request , they didnt turn mii down .
Aint my friends juz great ? Love them manzzz ~
Who are they ??

:: Phyllis . She seriously helped mii alot alot . Too much to list them down . Thanks bff ♥ But can u pls do something to ur fashion sense . 女人爱美是没有错的！

:: Alan . He is great too ! Thanks sunzi ♥ But i often disappoint him ehh :X Hahaha ~ Sorry !

:: Enwee . Rich kid ! Hahaha . Hes childish at times . But still ... fun to be with ! Thanks darling ♥

:: Bengchin . Hot tempered , but a great friend who often help mii yeahh . Thanks kor ♥

:: Louis . Helped mii alot ehh . Type my resume when my microsoft is NA etc . Thanks !

:: Baoling , huiwen , jacelyn . Love them ehh ! My besties ♥ However , they dun even have spare time for mii ehh :( Ah ling too busy with work and ahem . Kom too lazy and busy with her korean idols . Jace ... too busy sleeping and with ahem .

:: Yanrong . The girl who i share my laughters and sorrows with , and not fearing that she will leak them out :D Thanks fengsao ♥

:: Jasmond . The cute one ! Poh chim chim . He often help mii clear my doubts ehh . Esp when it comes to blogskin html , poly enrollment package , new horoscope etc . As long as its related to com , he is damn pro ! And the pro who will help mii :D Thanks fat chim chim ♥

:: Frankie . I only know him for like ... 1month plus ? Hahaha . But but ... hes great ehh . Be it pei mii for dinner or sms or msn :D Thanks my dear uncle ♥

Didnt miss anyone out right ? :/
Hope so ehh . Hahaha .

End here .
Byesss :D

2011-02-25T13:43:00.003+08:00

"Hypocrites ."

Hey .
Have a sudden urge to blog this after viewing Baoling's blog .
Cos it made mii tot of you .
I dont hate you ehh ... but i juz feel very ... dumb ?

I agree with her ehh !
All of u seemed so fake .
But but ... i will edit it a little for my case .
You're damn freaking fake !
Seriously . Bitch manz .
I didnt voice out doesnt mean idk a thing .

FML .
I got no idea what the hell im doing ehh .
Everything just dont go right .
I hate it hate it hate it !!!
Humans are damn complicated and dangerous creatures !
Hate being a human at times -.- LOL !

2011-02-25T08:17:00.005+08:00

"Option or choice ?"

Hey !
10 hours of sleep :D
Nice ~
For the past few days , im blogging the amt of sleep i had huhh :x
LOL !

Later gg OCBC HQ -.-
Siianzzzzz . Dont feel like going manz .

Anws , let mii share some tweets with u guys :D
- I have too much to say and none of the right words with which to say it .
- I love you , but im done chasing you .
- 'Be strong' a phrase that's easy to say , but a hard thing to do once you are broken .

Nice yeahh .

End here .
Byesss (:

2011-02-24T09:23:00.004+08:00

"I went to sleep thinking about you , and i woke up just the same ."

Hey !
Guess wat ?!
I only slept for FOUR hours -.-
Fml . I got no idea if i can suvive till tonight .
Anws anws , im falling in love with my nice blogskin ehh !
I muz be insane :x LOL !

Ohya ! Anyone out there know the way to the address below ??

:: 65 Chulia Street #50-00 OCBC Centre Committee Room Singapore 049513

Nth much ehh .
Shall share some pics i saw on thumblr !

1st photo :: Beautiful background . Sweet&peaceful .
2nd photo :: Agree . Fml . Life sucks , but theres no other option but to live on .
3rd photo :: Nice ! The heat of the sun , the freshness of the air ~ (:
4th photo :: Yes . Im sure many of u are like tt . And of cos i aint an exception .
5th photo :: Yeahh . But the big qns is how long will it take before tt glimpse of light appear ?
6th photo :: How can i bring myself to believe in promises when ...

- theres a word lie in between beLIEve .
- promises are made as they are meant to be broken .

End here .
Goodbye readers (:

He asked mii if i was angry over ytd incident . If i say no , its a big fat lie . Seriously . Damn fcuked up ytd . But so wat ? But i got no idea why i let go of him so easily . Its juz so not mii -.- Omg ! Whats wrong with miiiiii ~

2011-02-24T00:55:00.004+08:00

YEAH !
Done with my blogskin like finally !
However , quite disappointed that i cant edit the words above though ...
Its okay . Juz leave it as it is :D
Hahaha ~ Anws , it this skin okay ?? :/

Before i end .
Frankie smile kays ! Use a different angle to look at things , the outcome will be differnt yeahh . Stay positiveeee ♥

Nights peeps (:

2011-02-23T16:35:00.002+08:00

"Sadness engulfs anger ."

Tmr no work !
How should i spend tmr :/
Siianzzzzz !

2011-02-23T09:47:00.003+08:00

"Im not afraid to try again , im just afraid of getting hurt for the same reason ."

Heyyy (:
Good the morning peeps !
Time check :: 9.51am .
Slept for 8hours :D
In other words , i do have enough sleep !
Hahahaha ~ Kayss ... im being a little lame here :x

Ohya . Before i go any further .
Baoling , Jacelyn , Jasmond , Yanrong :: Wanna go genting ??
Date :: 11march to 13march .
Cost :: ~ 200bucks

Ermm ... anws ... fyi , i saw your blog .
天涯何处无芳草，何不单恋一枝花。
不是吗？跟何况这枝花又不是最美丽的。
Look , r/s aint juz abt logic .
With the use of logic , ure a great guy . One who wont let ur gf down . And i should be with u .
However , emotions and feelings play a part in r/s as well .
With these , i didnt choose to be with u .
E.g. Rmb the valentine gift u gave mii ? Yes , i do appreciate it . Seriously . In fact , i really like it .
说实在的，你为我所做的一切切，如果我说我没被感动的话，那是骗人的。
Its like ... whenever i need help , the first person i think of is u .
Why ? Cos i know that u will help mii out .
Although it seems like im making use of u .
But still , i appreciate ur help after all . Thanks (:
去哪里找一个这么好的男人。。。
But i juz cant bring my heart to accept u ? Something like tt . LOL .
I know it sounds kind of weird :x
Watever . Juz hope that u understand kayss .
Forever friends :D

End here .
Byes :D

2011-02-22T20:16:00.003+08:00

"The truth is , i could be with anyone , but i will still be with you ."

Im seriously thinking ... wat are r/s and marriage for ?!
Why is it that couples who went through thick and thin for years ended up ...
Breaking ?
Whr does the problem lies ?
It not only hurt they themselves , but also the ppl around them !
Aint that a little ... ridiculous ?
Love ? Joke seriously -.-
How many couples actually last till death ?
Not many . Siigh .
And best part is , women are always the one getting hurt ~
Wth ?

Heyy :D
Headed to parkway today ~
Shopping alone is seriously so damn pathetic ! -.-
I swear . I wont go shopping alone again .
I rather rot at hm . LOL .

Took a nap ~
Ermm ... its actually to kill time :x
Met up with Frankie at abt 5pm ?
He was forced to leave by 5.30pm though :P
Oppsss ! Cant blame mii ehh !
Mum coming hm .. and i dunwan her to question so much :x
Hahahah ~
Frankie :: Sorry ehh ! :(

Nth much already .
End here .
Byesss :D

Its not that u aint fit to be or wat . I also wont deny that i do like u . But i rather have a long lasting f/s with u than a short term r/s . As i know very clearly that i cant afford to lose u .

2011-02-21T10:50:00.003+08:00

"BORED !"

Hey !
Im so damn freaking boredddddd ~
Can someone pls visit mii :/
I dunwan to go out cos of the super ex bus fare ~
Hahaha ~
But im like rotting at hm ALONE !

BORED TTM -.-
Seriously !
Wake up > Bathe > Laptop > TV > Laptop > TV > Call > Sleep > TV > Laptop -.-
Super no life ! I swear ~
My life is like surrounded by TV and laptop .
Plus ... i cant do much stuffs on net too .
Fb , twitter , blog , msn . Watch my hk drama ?
But nt much for mii to watch also :(
BORED !

Let mii share some of the tweets i saw on twitter yeahh :D

- I cant describe this feeling to anyone , not even my best friends because the rush I get when Im around you is unexplainable ♥
- Im working hard to get you out of my mind , but its harder getting you out of my heart .
- The most important ingredient we can put into any relationship is "TRUST" because without it u have a recipe for failure .
- Im not afraid to say whats on my mind , I just choose not to sometimes .
- Im a very simple person , with too much going on inside my head , so it makes me seem like a very complex person .

End here .
Byes (:

2011-02-20T20:09:00.002+08:00

"原来一切的一切, 都是我自找的。。。"

我的心酸喔。
. uoyssimi
I shouldnt though . :/

Ermm .. wats for today ??
Nth much actually .
Headed to marina today ...
Fly kite :x hahhaa .
Childhood manz . LOL !

Headed to kallang Jumbo next .
Treat-ed my family dinner :D
Filial ehh :P as if !
250bucks gone T.T
Hahaha ~ still .. its worth it (:
Why ? Cos i juz love seeing my love ones happy .
As long as they are happy , the rest doesnt matter .

I shall leave him alone dn .
As long as he is happy , the rest doesnt matter .
我们做不成情人，我也要看到你的快乐。
你快乐就够了。

End here .
Byes (:

2011-02-19T09:51:00.003+08:00

"If i fall , will u pull mii up ?"

Silence is a girls loudest cry . If she is speechless , her heart is too tired for words .
Will guys ever get to know this ?

If I didnt text you , its because im waiting for you to text me .
LOL . Its a random sentence kayss ! Dont infer too much (:
I happened to see it on thumblr , i find it quite cool .
So yeahh . Hahaha ~
But yes , im waiting for him to msg mii .

Once again .. i grabbed the two pictures above from thumblr .
Hahaha . Credits to - http://mynameisloud.tumblr.com .

As of the youtube video ... its nice ehh :D
Enjoy (:

End here .
Byes .

2011-02-18T19:51:00.002+08:00

"Shall see ..."

Heyyy :D
Headed to peace centre at abt 3plus ?
Thanks Yanrong for ur company yeahh !
Hahaha . Its been long since we last had a heart to heart talk yeah ?

Nth much already ...
Will be rotting at hm for the next few days :(
Siigh .

End here .
Byes !

2011-02-17T18:47:00.002+08:00

"If i got u , i cant afford to lose u . I mean it ."

Heyyy ~
It's my last day of work today ~
However , will continue though , since OCBC requested ...
From 24feb till 7march :D
Hahaha . That means ... i still have income !
Cool yeahh .
After 7march ... slack ? siighh .

Nth much .
Byes (:

2011-02-16T19:34:00.002+08:00

"Life sucks !"

你有完没完啊？！
做也不是，不做也不是。
你说，你到底要我这么样？！
烦不烦啊。。。
每次都是这样！
Cant u just let mii take my dinner peacefully ...
Seriously .

Cant wait for the maid to arrive ehh .
How i hope that she will appear in front of my door steps tmr !
Hahaha ~

Watever . Shall drop this topic .
家家有本难念的经。

Tmr is my last day ~
Kinda miss OCBC .
But ... i cant wait to leave this job :X
Theres pros and cons ehh .
Lets start with the pros ...
I can slack and enjoy my beauty sleep !
Theres no need for mii to face those shitty customers who knows nth but complain non-stop.
As for cons , from fri onwards , i will be jobless .
In other words , my mum gonna nagg more .
Siianz ! And ... i dun have income !
Means ... i have to spend less T.T
Any kind soul out there whos willing to pay for my daily expenses :P
Hahhaa ~ i aint greedy de ... juz pay for my meals will do :D LOL !
Ehhh ... im insane huhh :x

Nth much ~
End here ?
Byes {.3.}

A simple msg = a smile on my face .

2011-02-15T23:05:00.003+08:00

"Love recognises no barriers . It jumps hurdles , leaps fences , penetrates walls to arrive at its destination , full of hope ."

Addicted to the above video manz ! Hahaha .
I must be insane :x

End here .
Byes ~

2011-02-15T00:33:00.004+08:00

It's so heartbreaking .
Maybe it's a mistake to know him right from the start .
Why is it that things always turn out this way ?!

7months ago , it was kenneth .
You all said that he aint gd . He's a flirt etc .
Yes , i wont deny . He's v.close to girls . I cant stand it at times .
I didnt utter a word abt him to my family though .
Cos i know that my family wont accept this fact .
To them , a model's life is complicated .
Watever the case is , it's over already .

Now ?! Frankie .
Enough kays .
Dont u find it v.hilarious ?
Hey , ur own husband do gamble , smoke&tatoo-ed yeahh ?
Yet u're commenting so much .
Look . Let mii ask u all this , do uguys even get to know frankie personally ?
No . So dont jump to conclusion so quickly .
Wats wrong with u guys ?! Aint u all being a little bias here ?
And , i also didnt say that he's my bf !
AND ... it's not as though i'm marrying him now right ?!
Is there a need for so much comments ???
LOL ehh ! -.-

2011-02-14T20:51:00.003+08:00

"I want to hear from you ."

Hey !
Pathetic valentine ! -.-
So many couples out in the streets today . Hate it manz .
Mii ... dating my hongkong shows . How great .
Still ... being single is gd at times !
Hahaha ~ nth much to worry abt :D

Catch-ed a movie with Enwee&Alan today .
Ermm ... Phyllis came after tt .
Met up with Frankie .
Home swet home at abt 7plus .

End here .
Byes ! :D

Siigh . Why is it that things always turn out this way ? I hate it . Life sucks . Their comments are so heartbreaking . Seriously . Maybe it's my mistake right from the start ... :(

2011-02-14T11:01:00.004+08:00

"It's funny how people say "fcuk this and i dont care" yet they care cause they continue to talk about it ."

Heyyy !
It has been sometime since i last update yeahh ?
Hahhaa ~ Yanrong update already kayss :D
Specially for u ! So better thank mii :P LOL !

Ohya . Before i go on .

HAPPY VALENTINE DAY TO ALL ♥

Ehh ... Plans for 140211 ...
Spending my valentine with Alan , Phyllis&Enwee ~
Dn maybe meeting up with Frankie after tt ?
Frankly speaking ... i miss my valentine in 2008 ... memories . Siigh .

Nth much .
End here ~
Byes !

2011-02-11T20:47:00.005+08:00

"Don't be a woman that needs a man , but be a woman that a man needs ."

Shall not type much today .
Let the pics below do the saying for mii (:
A picture means a thousand words isnt it ? Hahaha .

Dont disappoint mii pls .
Seriously .
He's such a disappointment . I dont wan u to be the next ...
I made a wrong choice the other time , cos i didnt heed my friends' advices .
This time round , pls prove them wrong . Will you ?

End here .
Byes :D

2011-02-09T17:52:00.003+08:00

I can tell u guys v.frankly ...
I fear that the history will repeat itself .
Thus , i choose to avoid .
Remaining silence is the best at times ? (:

2011-02-09T17:43:00.003+08:00

"It's a mistake right from the start ."

Heyyy !
12hours of sleep is seriously so damn nice !
Hahhaa ~ it's been long since i last slept for 12hours kays :X

Ermm .. work as usal ~
Boring lifestyle -.-
No life ehh ! :x

It's valentine next mon anws (:
Love is in the air !!! LOL !
Envy those couples out there ehh !
Specially to my two besties Baoling and jace !
Last long and enjoy this valentine with ahem ~

End here .

Byes (:

2011-02-07T21:48:00.002+08:00

"It's easy to find someone who love u , it's easy to find someone who u love . Yet it's difficult to find someone who u love and love u back ."

Bored ! -.-
Seriously , i'm looking forward to sat !!!
Sat = fun :D hahaha ~

You asked mii who i love yeah ? Yes , it's you ...
But ... i , myself , cant even accept it .
Wats more u .
I dont wan to lose this friendship of ours .
I dont wan to take the risk . No .

Anws , let's hope Frankie get well soon yeahh ~

End here .
Byes :D

2011-02-06T20:55:00.000+08:00

Seriously . I wanna hear from u badly :x

2011-02-05T22:19:00.004+08:00

2011-02-05T19:28:00.002+08:00

"你知不知道。。。"

Hey ~
Headed to my godsister's hse in the noon (:
Gambled :X
And i lost T.T siighhh .
Next sat gonna gamble again :x
I muz win ehhh :P hahhaa ~

Nth much for today ~
Let mii share a super nice conversation with u guys :D
It's a true , real life conversation anws !
I didnt add nor remove anything :D
Enjoyyyyy (:

Nagappan :: Hi steph:)
Mii :: yes ?
Nagappan :: You got change your handphone number?
Mii :: why ?
Nagappan :: I sms you you never reply :(
Mii :: i dun like to sms
Nagappan :: Lol. Than call?
Mii :: nah .
Nagappan :: Why?
Mii :: my incoming call need to pay .
Nagappan :: Outgoing?
Mii :: need money also .
Nagappan :: Oh so only msn ah?
Mii :: i seldom use msn .
Nagappan :: Than how to chat with you?
Mii :: Dont chat .
Nagappan :: Than like that must wait till you online msn to chat with you ah?
Mii :: yea .
Nagappan :: Wa! Must think of you till than so sad:(
Mii :: lol ?
Nagappan :: I told you already i love you. Can't stop thinking of you.
Mii :: i told u too . i cant stop u from loving mii . but i can nvr return u the love .
Nagappan :: Btw Feb 14 can?
Nagappan :: Feb 14 can go out?
Mii :: nahh .
Nagappan :: Why?
Mii :: no why . see 1st -.-
Nagappan :: You can confirm by when?
Mii :: idk .
(After this , all my replies to him are :: idk or lol)

Dumb ass -.-
Annoying ttm ~
It's evil of mii to share this conversation here huh :P
But who cares :x it's MY BLOG ~ LOL !

End here .
Byes :D

2011-02-04T23:03:00.005+08:00

"When i say i miss you , i really do ."

Heyyy ~
My angbaos seriously decreased this yr :(
Headed to my mum's friend's hse .
And guess wat ?
I only received four angbaos :X
While my bro received double of mine ~ which means , eight !
Siigh . It's okay ...
I'm no longer a small kid already :x hahha ~

Anws , to him ! Hopefully u are reading this !
(I'm sure u know who u are . I dunwan to ruin ur reputation by mentioning ur name)
Can u dont be so damn freaking retarded !
But seriously ~ annoying ~
Let mii tell u kays , it's already v.kind of mii to reply u .
Yet u trying to cross over the line ?!
Hello , i already made it v.clear to u , am i right ?
Enough kays .
And stop asking mii stupid qns like "why u laugh ?" or "why cannot go out with u ?"
Wdf kays !
1st :: Must i give u a reason for laughing ?! I like to reply a "lol" , cnnt uhh ?!
2nd :: Not cannot go out with mii . But i dun have spare time for YOU !
I will definately get a guy to tagg along if i go out with you -.- and that guy will be my bf for the day ! Like to go out so much huhh ? I make sure u regret !
I know it's like v.evil of mii to do that :x
But it's really getting on my nerves ~ Blame him for testing my patience .
After all , this is my blog . Hahaha ~
U dont agree with my doings or wat , get lost .
Dont read dn . :x Oppsss . V.harsh hor :P
Sryy kayss :x Blogging is one of the best way for mii to vent out my anger :P

Anws , i thought of a chi word that Frankie used to say . It best describe the guy i mentioned above ehh .
The word is :: Fan jian ~ (It's a chinese ci hui anws)

End here ~
Byes :D

2011-02-04T14:58:00.002+08:00

"Jealous ."

Heyyy ~
CNY day 2 (:
Tmr i dun feel like going to work :x
Shall fake MC yeahh :P
LOL !!!

Anws , i suspect that i'm ill !
LOL ! I suspect i have thyroid -.-
Omgggg . TOUCHWOOD !

End here .
Byesss !

2011-02-03T21:06:00.003+08:00

"Your smile lights up the entire town ."

Heyyy !
Happy Chinese New Year to all ! :D
So so ... did u guys received lots of ang bao ???
Hahaha ~ juz rmb yeahh .
The amount doesnt matter .
It's the thought that counts :D
Even it's just 4bucks , as least they bother to give it to u ~
4bucks = a plate of chicken rice ! Not baddd already :P
LOL !

Ohya !
Guess wat ? Today i didnt gamble yeahh !
Miracle :P Hahhaa ~
My relatives jio mii , but i actually rejected ! Wow ~
Hopefully i wont gamble for this CNY ~ can i ?? :x
I hope yeahhhh :P

Nth much for today ...
CNY is kind of boring actually ~
Anws , click here to view the pics taken today !

End here .
Byesss (:

2011-02-02T15:42:00.001+08:00

Know wat ?
I'm having a fever now T.T
How great !

2011-02-01T22:49:00.004+08:00

No mood to blog -.-
Had fun with friends initially . Esp him ... i aint bias or wat . juz facts .
After tt , when i reached hm ... nah , dun talk abt it .
Your words hit mii hard . Very hard .
Sorry to say this kays . It might not sound nice .
But hey , pls be more reasonable !
Dont insult my group of friends kays .
Do you even know that when u do that , u not juz hurt them , but mii as well !
1st :: It's not that i didnt inform u that i'm going out .
2nd :: i reached hm at 10pm , its not very late .
3rd :: You are blaming mii for not having the hse keys ? Its not as if i lost them right !
Sorry kays . You guys can say tt i aint filial or wat so ever .
But it's seriously v.irritating ! Cos of minor things ~ oh pls .

You demanded for gd results for O lvl , i produced them already .
You demanded mii to help out in the housework , i did . Yet u arent happy with it .
You demanded mii to stop wasting time at hm , dn i found so called well-paid job .
But think abt it , so wat if i accomplished ur these demands ?
More demands appear ?
Now wat ? You are demanding too much kays .
Stopping mii from going out ? -.- FINE !
I wont go out with my friends from today onwards . Happy ?

Every CNY , relatives will definately asked mii this qns "Why nvr go out with friends ?"
My answer used to be , "Nahhh . School so busy le , still go out ."
This yr wat will my ans be then ? "nah , my mum say cnnt ."
-.-

So readers , pls take note kays .
My daily rountine for the next 1/2 months will be :: Work > Home > Dinner > Home
Thats all ~ so yeahh .

End here .
Byes !

2011-02-01T01:23:00.001+08:00

Heyy !
Any kind soul wanna buy a zinc bag for mii ???
It's white cum yellow . Super niceeee (:
I love it !
But i still considering , if i should buy it ~ :x
It's 42.90bucks though ! Omggg :(
Shall think abt it ~ :/
Hahaha . End here .
Byes ! :D